Did 7 pyrazolams today that almost didn't do fuck all, just last week a couple would have put me in a nice relaxed state, today they were almost utterly useless, I mean they did chill me out a bit but not a lot, finished my MXP as well, don't know how much I did just kept on licking my finger and dabbing from the bag, thanks fuck for ales and tons of kratom that saved the day.
Had a ton of food today too, Fondue bourguignonne for lunch, it's epic you have this communal pot full of hot oil and you have little metal skewers that you use to cook little cubes of beef, with a ton of different sauces, really good, ate like a pig and drank a bit too.
I was feeling fairly dissociated from the MXP at lunchtime, which was fun, my coordination was a bit off and I kept spilling hot oil everywhere, luckily I had most of the pyrazolams before lunchtime so I felt relaxed around relatives, my grandma is still pissed off I nicked her lorazepams last week and acted all offended, offered to give her some diclazepams in exchange to say sorry but she refused as a matter of principle. Meh, I'll have to make it up to her, maybe I'll drive her to Ikea next week and buy her a lunch and insist again on giving her the diclazepams.
I then collected leaves in the garden and made a fire, danced around it a bit while blasting Victims of Irish Music, which I love.
Then watched Liverpool lose against Arsenal in the FA cup.
Overall good sunday.
Hope you all good, have a good night
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