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Gibberings CLIV: Fecking Finally

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Or... given you'll have put all that effort into giving up.. you could just not go back to using opiates? Or is that crazy talk? :sus:
 
well thats what all my keyworkers and 'sensible people' keep telling me. I know it would be wiser, and its treading on thin ice and all that, but as long as i can just keep it to an occasional treat then that will be all good. I really dont want to forbid myself something forever which i now know is one of lifes pleasures, of course if i go and get myself addicted all over again then ill know that its not possible for me to use them recreationally. Im prepared to take that chance.
 
You need to stop it, MDB. It just leads down shitty roads. There's barely a place in my body where I haven't shot yet, and I'm a chipper. I always said I'd never inject. Let alone in my feet.
 
urgh just been sick lol. felt fine for ages then started sweating again and threw up

Hats off to you MDB if you can keep it to occasional use after being addicted i ut
 
You need to stop it, MDB. It just leads down shitty roads. There's barely a place in my body where I haven't shot yet, and I'm a chipper. I always said I'd never inject. Let alone in my feet.

Granted you seem to be able to manage your use, in terms of not getting addicted far better than i did, when i first sampled opis in the form of odt, it crept up on me and caught me unawares, and about 2 years later im still struggling to get off them. You must admit though that we're all fallible to some extent ? I mean you give me advice that you are not adhering to yourself, even if you are giving me that advice with the best of intentions which i believe you are. I dont mean to start any sort of heated argument with you, i hate such things, but if its not too rude of me to ask or challenge you, why dont you take your own advice ? It's not that easy is it.
 
Really hope i dont puke again

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well thats what all my keyworkers and 'sensible people' keep telling me. I know it would be wiser, and its treading on thin ice and all that, but as long as i can just keep it to an occasional treat then that will be all good. I really dont want to forbid myself something forever which i now know is one of lifes pleasures, of course if i go and get myself addicted all over again then ill know that its not possible for me to use them recreationally. Im prepared to take that chance.
Sure, no doubt you're in that minority of people that can use recreationally and not get addicted. 8) 8)

Or there's a chance that the professionals working with you (and BLers like Sam) actually know what they're talking about. :|
 
Granted you seem to be able to manage your use, in terms of not getting addicted far better than i did, when i first sampled opis in the form of odt, it crept up on me and caught me unawares, and about 2 years later im still struggling to get off them. You must admit though that we're all fallible to some extent ? I mean you give me advice that you are not adhering to yourself, even if you are giving me that advice with the best of intentions which i believe you are. I dont mean to start any sort of heated argument with you, i hate such things, but if its not too rude of me to ask or challenge you, why dont you take your own advice ? It's not that easy is it.

I think you misunderstood Sam, he's saying "it's not that easy". I don't think he's saying "I'm good at chipping but you're not". I think he's saying "I always said I'd never inject but look at me now, covered in holes".
 
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I think you misunderstood Sam, he's saying "it's not that easy". I don't think he's saying "I'm good at chipping but you're not". I think he's saying "I always said I'd never inject but look at me now, covered in holes".
 
Chipping with strong opies... ahh... a boy can dream, MDB ;)

I do think you're being a tad optimistic (to say the least) if you really think that planning your first use of opies after the break in use of opies that you are still working towards achieving is perhaps a lil hint that chipping may not be a viable option right now... or probably at all, MDB. There's a gazillion and one junkies in the world who are still working on getting that right... there may even be on or two out there who did... but can't say I've come across 'em yet. It's not a "you" thing, MDB, it's a "human" thing. Opies are addictive as all fuckery, trying to use purely recreationally - especially once you have had an addiction - is kinda asking for trouble really. Unfortunately :!

Personally, I'd humbly suggest focussing on your current tapering situation cos it's gonna take all your energies to work that - is not an easy thing and you've been doing really well recently from the bits I've seen. Have come a long way already - look forwards not backwards :)<3

That aside, evening all :)

And... byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3

Brief visit cos gotta go be fed by somebody - will be popping in more than I have been of late though... server permitting :D
 
cheers for that Shambles, a very valuable additional perspective on things.

I consider myself extremely lucky that after failing to hold out on my initial quit attempt, just 0.2 of bupe per day holds me, and my tolerance wasnt raised much by a 2 week run back on the stuff. At least this means that i havent got a long way to come down all over again, and i am really just 1 or 2 steps away.
 
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I can feel another puke coming on

What are you going to do with yourself Dan? All I seem to read is you taking one sort of a drug or another day in day out. A lot of them making you feel really bad! I've deliberately not said anything till now, and I'm sure others have mentioned it to you and I am aware that you're not that fond of me, but hey I actually do care enough to type this out and ask wtf are you doing to yourself.

Sure there's more than me worried about you <3

MDB - you are lovely but stubborn!

Good evening EADD. It's lovely to see oor Shammy and I suppose pantyless cunty face :p


Spontaneous posting? Aye right lol
 
As it so happens I am pantyless, cock chops :p

Pee Ess: Evenin, all :)

Ha, I should have known that about you mr smoothy ;) It is good for the vigour to get a bit of an airing around the vitals eh :D





The other one I speak of likely is more disappointed in me than anyone else here, I've been such a let down :( though I expect him of all people to understand....my mistake. Im sorry <3



Bloody server eh..
 
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