ARGULGARBULGARBULGRRRRR!
I'm absoultely fuming, I've had a hankering for some speed for ages so thought I'd make use of the 2 weeks my parents were off on holiday to stock up - early starts + intensive programming course = a need4speed. Ordered a bunch the weekend before last and nothing turned up... turned out the vendor had gone scammer and I managed to get my bitmoneys back through the dispute system. So last saturday I tried again with one of the main reputable phet vendors in the UK DNM scene.... well it's now Friday and WHERE'S MY FUCKING SPEED!? I've contacted the vendor and am confident he'll be understanding, but as my parents get back tomorrow I don't really want a reship. I suppose it could always show tomorrow, but I'm not holding out too much hope.
Kinda ironic that the one drug I struggle to get NDD or thereabouts is speed..... not very speedy delivery!! Just to burn salt into the wound, I had a drug looking package in my mail today, but it just turned out to be 10mg diazs for the comedown (it was a free sample listing that I'd forgot about). I was also naughty in buying a bit of h (2gs over 3 different vendors, all of which were top tier shit). I haven't touched opiates for about 4 weeks, but for some reason it was just an expensive disappointment. That doesn't help the fact that I am craving smack with a vengence now its gone
. If my speed doesn't arrive tomorrow, should I just cut my losses, or do UK-UK orders sometimes take over a week? Really not keen on it arriving from Monday onwards as I am out the house from abut half 7 and don't get back till 6pm-11:30pm most days - i.e. my parents would certainly find it first. This is where I wish I stuck with my fake name system
I've got to tidy the fuck out of this house and get some shopping in and do some tricky coding homework designing the framework for a karaoke app.... if I had my speed then I'd be on it like a bonnet. In reality all I have is some manky leftover trays of h with little on them, diaz, plenty hashish, beer.
So I've smoked the last of my gear (and it will indeed be the last, at least until the next time my parents are off, although as I said, I find it less interestig as a substance compared to when I first got into it)
SO: 40mg diaz, but of h earlier in the day, nice big beer (cobra), gonna throw some hefty hash joint into the mix and take it from there. Its my last night shot of the parents, so I might whap out some 2c-b or 4met
HEHEHEHE that diaz is hitting me niceeeely (I have loads of experience, don't recommend these dosages.
If feel I may be rambling in my intoxication, so I'll wrap this up with my main point - speed dealers are emarassintly unpunctual. YOU CALL THIS SPEED M8
I'm quickly losing the point I was originally after
PLEASE PLEASE if this is classed as sourcing then my bad, I was wondering if there are any phet like OTC meds.
Anyway I'm off to get real fuckin stoned adn a bit drung and very benzos and then possibly trip balls and just pray to fuck I get
FIRST WORLD PROBLAMS
p.S. 40MG DIAZ has me spannered and no longer raging abut my lack of decent drugs #first world proboblams
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yeah I thnk i probably need to work ut what it is I'm asking
P.S. MY HAIR FEELS REALLY SOFT 
