I think you should look at your usage with stimualnts. I can go through [heaps] in a night+ early day of pure GBL and not blow out once if i'm wired on some good ice. Try fucking all the next day on the comedown, not even realising you're pushing the G through your body with exercise like a fire.... Stimulants and G is bad.... it feel so good but its so moreish, and after you come down, and finally actually blow out, the withdrawal effects are harsh because theyre being mixed with stimulant/other drug comedowns.
A 3+ day ice comedown from a shot of 2.5points of pretty pure meth crystaline powder that gave me the best rush ever made me go through a ridiculous amount of juice in days. Still no sleep.. I didnt sleep for a month, because my only sleep was blowing out from high doses then eating.. It gets to you... you think you need it for everything.. waking up, eating, going somewhere, hangong out, going to centrelink... whatever. and meth really brings out the moreish and withdrawals and makes you much more addicted because you're fighting the WD's from dosing more.
And with juice theres no such thing as making it a 1.5ml dose instead of your 3-3.5ml+ etc. (we're talking pure gbl, addiction doses here, these are not doses non-addicts shoduld take)... all that does is make the withdrawals stop for half an hour, not 1.5-2 hours.
Benzos was the ohnly way for me, and a truck load of them that hasnt stopped since I got off it, but I know i can give up benzos easily. I dont suffer from major benzo WD... ever since i've gone through real [heaps] a day GBL w/d.
Good luck bro you know how to contact me.
[EDIT: Amounts removed. hoptis]