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GHB/1,4-B/GBL Discussion and use

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Rebound anxiety will never go away now for me without benzos.

One dose after a break.. is alright... but a second or third...... nup..... Back to full w/d's.

When will my receptors heal
 
I had mad scary audio hallucinations after I G'd out one night, I could hear someone screaming help, and it sounded like they were being beaten up or something. Then again... Maybe it wasn't a hallucination :-/
 
thinkpink: whenever i g out i yell for help and say fuck alot.. and ouch. What you're experiencing isn't a hallucination its some retarded bodily function it causes.
 
I just say huh? whats goin on man.. in some retard low voice repeatedly.. after the super human movement spasms and excitedment to try and keep yourself awake
 
I wasn't saying anything, I could hear it outside my window, like it was happening the next street over. My bf had already fallen asleep and I'd just crawled back to my room after violently vomiting and passing out in the bathroom. That was the night I stopped taking 3ml's at a time.
 
Jeses! Thats sounds horrable! I was just talking 8-10ml over a 6hr period when i go out and then go home and crach...i dont do GHB that hard...just go out and enjoy the drug n have fun..then go home!! For any 1 who was wondering, im doing alot betta now...getting ove my ex and cing a new chic...i guess life isnt so bad after all!!!
 
I find if I'm drifting off into a G sleep and I wake myself up again/get woken up I tend to just splurt out random words in no particular order that make no sense.
 
^Yeah alot of people seem to say random things or make notions as if they were in pain of some type.. like saying things like "ouch" and "help"
 
Am I correct to say pure aqueous Na-GHB solution is not corrosive?
Does GBL corrode polypropylene, and what about HDPE ?
If GBL came in corroded LDPE are there like weakmakers such as phtalates in there as well and will that make it translucent like rainwater?
 
Splatt said:
Well I would of killed about ten people today if I could get away with it. Does that answer your question J_S. :) Well, maybe not.

But I feel like killing myself. Doctor would not give me benzos. I got Cipramil instead.. About 32-34 hours since last dose now. W/D effects getting worse.

G is a lovely drug but the abuse potential is so much higher than any other drug. I wish I never tried it.
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Splatt you crack me up! I could feel your pain through your words. Those fuckin W/D. Stay strong bro.

I drank real GHB around the clock nearly 5 months. The last day I was dosing, I was using a double shot glass. No G out, just some strange growls and grunts. Almost like my reptilian brain was manning the vessel. :D

After my last shot (cap) I didn't have any benzos or coping compounds to help with this nightmare. That empty feeling just got emptier as time passed.I thought I was really loosing my mind, Really!! I prayed the core of the earth swallow me up, thats how far away I needed to be. :D

So I started using these mantras, to help me cope with the fact that I was being destroyed. =D I'd say, out loud "everything is OK" "everything that happened was for my growth" Went to library got some Chicken Soup for The Soul. Worked out real hard, then hung out with friends who helped me during my nervous breakdown errr W/D.

But that was it. After that day I didn't touch it for a year and never repeated that mess above. Love the stuff just can't get where I'm at. OH WELL
 
Man after nearly 9 months of increased use I intend on stopping completely when I go overseas in January.. It wont be as hard because I have no intention of having more and I wont be able to get any even if I wanted some..

Just hope W/D don't fuck with me for my entire holiday.. Oh well, there's always coke to fix that...
 
ilikeacid said:
Just hope W/D don't fuck with me for my entire holiday.. Oh well, there's always coke to fix that...
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you sure about that?

i would have thought a downer of some sort (e.g. valium) would be the way to go.

that's my plan anyway... :\
 
ilikeacid said:
Man after nearly 9 months of increased use I intend on stopping completely when I go overseas in January.. It wont be as hard because I have no intention of having more and I wont be able to get any even if I wanted some..

Just hope W/D don't fuck with me for my entire holiday.. Oh well, there's always coke to fix that...
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Perhaps you should cease your use like now, or very soon. Deal with the withdrawals before you go away. Dont want to waste a good holiday cause your fiending. :X
 
ilikeacid: feel free to msg me about your w/ds
you know i went through it
 
I could think of no worse way to spend a holiday than go through G w/d. (nor any other day, come to that. I would recommend doing it before your holiday. When I was using, I was contemplating an overseas trip, but I didn't follow it up due to the idea that I would have no juice with me...%)
 
i wouidn't goto coles without a vial, i had like 10 different hiding spots for G vials. I don't know how my girlfriend did't notice it.. Sometimes she'd basicallysee me doing it but i'd just use eye contact to make her not lkook at me, then when she caught me she asked what it was i told her a legal herb exztract for rest, anxiety and sleep... that smnelled and tasted like petrol.
ahhh.. ignoring of emotional intelligence.. one of the wonders of life.
 
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