Blueballs69
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Sep 27, 2016
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Welp I'm back, slightly ashamed. I'm officially 3 days off full-agonists (aka been on sub since Sunday). I'm between jobs so now is really the time.
I feel better on day 3 this go round than I did a couple months ago. Days 1 & 2 were spent in bed, and prior to my first sub (and while it was under my tongue) the RLS / restlessness in general had me extremely uncomfortable, pacing, unable to sit still. That freaked me out - I thought I dug my grave deeper. But with the same resolve and a much better situation (no work obligations) I plan to stick to it.
Roll your eyes... I unfortunately deserve it. But here I am, ok on sub 3 days in with no access to oxy and no feelings that I need to cop some. As always, wish me luck please. I feel I've removed enough variables that would cause me to relapse like I did 8 days after stopping previously. Day 3, onward...
I feel better on day 3 this go round than I did a couple months ago. Days 1 & 2 were spent in bed, and prior to my first sub (and while it was under my tongue) the RLS / restlessness in general had me extremely uncomfortable, pacing, unable to sit still. That freaked me out - I thought I dug my grave deeper. But with the same resolve and a much better situation (no work obligations) I plan to stick to it.
Roll your eyes... I unfortunately deserve it. But here I am, ok on sub 3 days in with no access to oxy and no feelings that I need to cop some. As always, wish me luck please. I feel I've removed enough variables that would cause me to relapse like I did 8 days after stopping previously. Day 3, onward...