LSDiesel
Bluelighter
Someone in the lounge told me that zneg went to jail, got out, and is MIA currently (obviously). I just hope he's alive. He really needed(s) to be on methadone I think.
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General Heroin Discussion 20 v. Walking Around in Women's Underwear
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only the sour sweet tooth, 1.5 really good bags, and 2mg klonopin tonight, fellas. but i do get paid tmrw...
im thinking a good bit of mdma, heroin, sour sweet tooth nug, mahatma shatter (super high quality 100% sativa shatter from a dispensary in denver) in my vape pen, and klonopin for the comedown when i go see Chocolate Puma this weekend at a club downtown....
Didn't catch that you were back home. Hopefully things involving your home life are cool.
I've done the same a handful of times myself when hard was only available and it got the job done. Don't really like to share with others who haven't though. Stigma shit. 8)
Bill
Bluelight Crew
I'm noticing a trend with a lot of us veterans going back to using pharmaceutical opioids. I've only done dope like 3x since the spring and have only been messing with a little oxy and dilaudid here and there. My tolerance is down so I don't want to be playing a guessing game with my doses, so that's part of the reason. The other is that I'm trying to keep my usage and tolerance down. The last is that it's actually been more convenient dealer wise. I'm currently off everything though but I've been doing 1 week off, 3 days on lately but hoping to go longer this time. Gave my girl my money to hold this time so that was a big step.
I've actually chilled with him a couple of times, but the most recent was over a year ago. I was actually just thinking of him because I'm headed to the city tomorrow and am wearing what I wore when I chilled with him one of the times.
The last time I chilled with him I got pretty fucked up. I met one of my girls in BK and we had like 6 beers before going over to his apartment, then I did a 2 bag shot in front of this girl who didn't even fuck with drugs but didn't mind me doing it. She had to have been uneasy being around 3 people shooting up though. Then when I left I forgot my shirt and when I went back for it I was knocking on the wrong door for it but luckily figured that out quickly.^ Nice. So Chinky, did you ever get that dope or still just messing with pharmaceuticals?
Did any of y'all agree with noticing the pattern of a lot of veteran dope users switching back to pills? Chinky, I know yours wasn't really by choice bit it was also me, jeebis, lilczey, and I think maybe crimsonjunk that were fucking with pills instead of dope. I was wondering their reasons for doing it. I said mine was due to safety reasons, tolerance, and convenience, plus another reason was not wanting to risk getting busted since I would have to go to the hood to get dope since my only connects live there right now.just some vicodin and them few oxy..but I sent him 75$ a week ago but he never picked it up and ive talked to him Wednesday and was like whast good? and he was just like "ive been taking a break and working a lot but imam go and get it for you, causae i wanna get some too.. I didn't pick it up yet just so you know im not fuckin you"..i was like yeah I saw that..and so I called him yesterday and he didn't answer imam call tonite..but I checked the tracking again and he still didn't pick it up..
and im in the same boat as you about coppin dope now..i know the general area to go but being fresh outta jail im not tryin to go back so soon lol
but on the plus side I finally scored some weed and a couple BARS..i was walking my dog(which I knew was gonna be my plan to find something) and this young black guy was like "nice dog" blah blah and as I was walkin away I was like man wheres the weed at and me came back and was like "man I knew you smoked, I told my lil cousin that I bet you smoked"... so we walked over to one dudes place and he was kinda sketched out and didn't want to serve dude with me and my dog..so we went back to his house and his brother had like a dime of mids and 2bars that I bought and then I told him ill take a dub of whatever reggie or loud he can get if that dude decides to sell to you and gave him my number..and he just stopped by 5mins ago and was like I got that for you, "I was like word? ok cool,"..and brought me a gram of loud..not a fat one and by the look and smell prolly not the best kush, but imma wait to smoke that til a little bit later tonite, imam just smoke the reggie now..
I haven't smoked weed outside of a few county sticks..now on county standards I smoke pretty well, but in quantity it still prolly wasn't that much..so no matter how good this shit is imam get high and its gonna be proper for the first time in 10monthsHonestly, Tommy, the main reason I've been doing oxys as opposed to dope has been about availability. My primary dope guys kinda disappeared and I was left with (and still am stuck with) being forced to get dope either via finding a ride 40 minutes south of my city (really damn good quality dope, but fuck that drive) or copping bags whenever my friend does because his stamps are damn good quality and he will only let ppl pickup during that small window during which he is copping....thus making his bags cheaper.
at the same time, however, i can easily walk a couple blocks and buy roxi 30s, roxi 20s, op 20s, klonopin .5mg, xanax 1mg, adderall 10mg is, adderall 20mg xr, adderall 30mg ir, and 54 mg concerta (time release methylphenidate, aka ritalin) without even having to call ahead. it's just about walking into the "college ghetto" (cheap student-occupied, non-school affiliated, absentee land lord apartments) and knowing which houses to go to. seriously, i've never had a phone number for someone in this area unless it was coke or heroin.
However, on a similar note, im cutting my 9th bag of the evening up into 2 lines right now. these bags are really really good. throw in an ounce of skywalker diesel, a 6 pack of my favorite beer of all time ( Flying Dog's Old Scratch Amber Lager), and porn.....and my god i've had a good saturday night/sunday morning.
then again last night i also smoked tons of nug, drank tons of beer,sniffed a handful of roxi 30s, smoked a little meth, ate about .18 -.2mg MDMA, did 3 fairly large lines of mediocre coke, and killed the better portion of a gram of pure Mahatma shatter (100% sativa hash oil shipped from a dispensary in denver)....so this dope has been such a goddamn welcomed addition. just been taking it kinda slow and riding the nod, my friends.
how's everyone else doing?Last edited:
Yeah outta the 4 BLers I metlast time I hung out with a BLer he ended up like this
2 of them did this when I met up wit them smh.. And I can honestly say I wasn't the one sucking my own dick on all dem meet ups.. I actually am looking forward to meeting more BLers in tha near future that live in the South Jersey/ philidelphia area.. Shim was next on tha list but he's been going off about how he don't want to meet up cuz he's a heroin addict, I just told him hes fine Tha way he is but that's his call...
Still wud like to meet up wit the rest of ya all..
(( side-bar )): I picked up some decent fucking dope last night blue ticket bag out of camden which I didn't go there myself.. Stamp says radioactive and there is a skull and crossbones below the radioactive lettering its decent shit... I only sniff and 2 bags blasted me thru my sub dose 8hours earlier in tha day..
Yeah not getting arrested is a big one for me.. Since I got the kid now shit has changed alot.. I dont make the risky moves I use too..
Plus CAMDEN IS LITTERALLY ON FIRE RIGHT NOW!!! Luckily I get get diesel from someone who lives in the burbs and out the city and has been a friend of mine for years plus I am good friends with his brother, his kids play with mine lol his whole Puerto Rican family Hahaha and I chill wit all of them ya kno so it's all gravy.. He's the one with the radioactive shit mentioned above..
Another thing too is dope is litterally my last choice of shit to do.. I wud rather have a 30 instead of a bag of D.. But I have always had a love affair for oxy.. It was my first opiate ya kno.. But if I'm shooting and I kno I'm shooting which I also don't do anymore I will get dope for sure.. I will shoot both but dope is preferred..
And Idk if it's jus me but withdrawaling from shooting diesel is nuttin compared to W/Din from oxy.. Being a vet oxy sniffin W/Ds I can take on the chin and if I gotta go to work I go and take it like a boss..
Diesel shootin W/Ds put a Nigga to his knees real talkoxy w/d is really rough, you're right. the worst i've ever experienced was oxymorphone (opana) withdrawal....and I was IV'ing the 10mg ir's at that point. and hydrocodone withdrawal is nothing...just a runny nose for a day or two.
that was fucking hell
oh, and holy hangover, batman. I RARELY get opioid hangovers, but when I woke up this morning I was still feeling very distinctively "opiate-foggy", still nodding (not the euphoria, just the physical nod), still itchy, and my pupils were still pinned. I mean, with enough coffee and extremely good cannabis I feel alot better, but still. productive night though.Last edited:Tommy - You said something about getting your body used to the dose - personally I just figured this out, even though it seems like common sense. Its such an underrated aspect of dependency. Keep the shots small (subjective) and regular. Try not to binge, if you do and go back to your normal shot the day after, you're going to wake up sick. I guess you mature with your habit.
I can't see myself voluntarily going back to pills, I just hate shooting them.
Oh, and yeh opana withdrawal had me banging my head of the bedboard.yea....no you dont. well you do, but you really shouldnt.
and no dope today. no money for dope. just weed and ketamine today
and i'd be down for a meet up. i mean, then again, nobody really lives around me (ny/ma/vt tri state area), and nyc is a bitch to get to....so...
edit: yo what the flying fuck, man? how the fuck can i have money, everyone i know with a car have money, and literally NONE of our collective people have anything. goddamn.Last edited:double post dgaf
but really? are you kidding me? after giving up on my search for all things opiates (no roxis, no dope, sub guy is mia, methadone guy is fucking an hour a way, hydro guy is 45 min away, and everyone else is being a dick.), i caved and bought a half gram of ketamine and a 6 pack of my favorite beer (breckenridge agave wheat. ugh. so good), only to have my guy from like 45 minutes south tell me HES IN MY CITY AND TRYING TO GET RID OF SHIT.
are you serious with this bullshit right now? if i had a couple grand id go down to nyc and get a fuckton of roxis from my guy down there lol
Mah nigga I kno these feels^the feels, man.
let alone i think i just got fucked out roxi money last night. my good friend (never had an issue with him etc etc) and i went to his roxi guys place last night. whatever, all is well. we go up to the door. say whatsup, all that shit, blah blah. he says he has roxis downtown, not on him, and he was going there soon and to meet him there (done it before so i didnt think twice)
well my dumb ass falls asleep before my dude gets them, i dont hear him call me a bunch of times, and idk if hes gonna be able to stopa nd give me my roxis or my money back before he goes to long island for the weekend, which means im fucked outta my money for the weekend. fuck.
