Your Gf doesn't know what she is talking about. a week of going hard is plenty enough time to get physically addicted again. An IME the sickness gets worse every time and my ability to resist it weakens as well. Your brother needs your compassion and help right now not scorn. The fact he reached out to you and was honest is huge.Hey all... I need help from all you fellow junk lovers to help me prove to my girlfriend of something...
okay a little background... my brother fell off the wagon and is back out there using...he's been clean for about 7 months before hand..he's been out there for about a week or so, probably going pretty hard. I just talked to him and he said he's pretty dope sick.... my girlfriend just doesnt believe that he would be dope sick so quick..she thinks he would have to have been using much longer than a week.
ANYWAYS to get to the point I'm trying to make to her....
When you first start using, before you get physically addicted, it takes awhile to get a habit...you can start and stop with almost no problem or withdrawals...this period lasts a decent amount of time BUT, after you've developed a wonderful mind-numbing addiction...go thru withdrawals and get/stay clean for a decent period of time and then you pick back up and start using....it is almost like the body/mind remembers it's previous junk habit, and it takes little to no time to get your tolerance right back to where it was, and also develop withdrawal after such a short stint using.
Can anyone attest to this? In my experience, this is exactly what happened to me after a period of sobriety..
thats where I was at; all the dope is fent here. its all white as a ghost and look like skim milk in the pin. as I said before, a normal G of dope would usually last 2-3 shots at most; and I am talking "good" brown dope (this is when I was going strong). then I got the fent and it would last ALL DAY and take 6-7 shots and I'd be even more high/jammmmmmed the fuck up.
I've been doing too good w/ bupe nowadays; I honestly dont even want to fuck up.. again!
nothing to do w/ cooking, even w/o it looks like skim milk. we are shooting a heavy load of fent laced type dope. its white as a ghost, so its more milky than not. I've shot many w/ and w/o the light; I dont smoke, so always have a lighter by my side is not easy.
England and a few other EU nations have pharmaceutical heroin, made for injection, smoking and possibly pills too.
England and a few other EU nations have pharmaceutical heroin, made for injection, smoking and possibly pills too. It does exist BBT, but not available to anyone. My guess is that an inner echelon of doctors probably have access.
yea, its cut, but whats not cut!? I dont get what youre saying.
I know when I shoot those I get another 4-5 shots than I would from a normal brown dope bag. the fent always lights me up in a way that I love; well, at least used to love but now trying not to even bother. just so much more for your money, stomped on or not, realize that all dope is stomped on we get, so why am I worrying about that? I kinda dont get what youre saying.
do you think anyone shoots straight dope? no. and its just dope laced w/ fent, not fent straight, so I expect the cut.
An IME the sickness gets worse every time and my ability to resist it weakens as well.