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General Heroin Discussion 20 v. Walking Around in Women's Underwear

ketamine is the only non-opiate drug that truly combats withdrawal. i believe it has some opioid receptor affinity as well as the fact that its an anesthetic also helps. i've only recently begun shooting k IM. like you used to, i primarily sniff it (for shows, clubs, general shenanigans, slow tuesdays, etc). i used to get vials (and still technically can), but lately it's all chinese-synthesized ketamine via nyc or supposedly theres a local synth operation in western mass. i dont mind though, since its typically crystal that will rival any bottle of Ketaset.

normally dosing isn't really true k-hole status. just enough to flirt with the k-hole. to get the physical (as well as psychological) benefits, but conserve as much as possible as it only lasts (for physical symptoms) for about an hour.
 
I thought Ketamine was worth doing but all I really did was laugh hysterically the whole time and watch basketball. I also snorted it though,I heard IM was the way to go for ket

I need to get money fast, haven't done this in a while but im just gonna grab a half o of some good weed and flip it so I can get a full o and once you get enough to grab full ounces at a time the money pretty much makes itself. And I dont even really smoke that much anyo, more which was my downfall in the past: id smoke all my profit

basically would sell to smoke for free
but now I got all these bills I have to pay

and since Ive just been a junkie for a fair amount of time now, this is kinda lame really, but doing this will force me to interact with other people

im just in a pickle because if I tell my brother's friends I got them it would expedite this whole process

but at the same time, I dont really want him to know where I'm getting it from because then Pandora's box gets opened and he'll never stfu about it

wow klonopin makes time fly by, 12pm to 4pm went 0 to 100 real quick
 
dude that reminds me I went to a BL meet up during the NBA Finals: Lakers VS Celtics and they put me in a k-hole and I went back into my hotel room and tried to fucking watch/understand the game of basketball while in a k-hole

couldn't quite figure the whole thing out iirc

I got paid out for my band's European royalties (we do songs for ads in the UK, Romania, Spain, etc)

I have been spending a fucking insane amount on drugs

sadly - been on subs, xanax, last couple days. working more than 40 hrs a week is a cunt bitch
 
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I didn't kno where else to post this comment figured this thread was the best place .... Can someone explain to me why "black tar" exists?! I'm from mass but I travel to the west coast a lot an I can't believe how fuckin awful that shit is !!! Not only is it disgusting black sludge but it's so weak its laughable at the difference In quality between ECP an tar.

I seriously feel bad for dope addicts on the west coast it's seriously not even worth gettin high if you live In a place that only has black. Anyone else ever wondered why ECP isn't sold out west ? U would think the west coast would be flooded with fire Dope.
Sorry about the rant but has anyone else ever wondered this ?
 
Id guess convenience in production(?) Idk, Im in no way educated on heroin history.

Tried tar for my first time last week... Did a dub and felt just as sober as I did prior to doing it (and surely quality varies batch to batch).

Heroin, miss it, but hate it. Its been .... Holy shit just like 3 days?! No way... Feels like longer. (on sub, tho)
 
I'm up to 50mg of methadone at the clinic and I'm feeling pretty good. I think I am going to leave my dose right here. It holds me all day with minimal cravings and I can still get high pretty easily. Can't really beat that combination. They said I have like a year before they will start talking about admin detoxing me for smoking weed so I figure I will save up between now and then to leave the state for pot friendly territory. That's what I was planning to do anyway so it's no big deal. Overall I feel like shit is looking up ever so slightly.
 
idk about the whole tar situation (im from the NY/VT/MA tri state area. never see the shit), but i just think it's worth mentioning that the mexicans are now putting out more powder because they've been able to find scientists and chemists to work for them. so yay for them?

plus, doesn't all the tar in mexico come the same town, Xalisco? or Jalisco? both are real cities, i just forget which.

doesnt bother me any. thank god i live in NY state (minus all the taxes, corrupt government, and general douchebaggery associated with NY)

story time: i go over to my gay dope dealer and his brother's place to hang out/buy shit. theyre nice enough friends that i dont mind sitting around talking for an hour or 2. i tell the one guy earlier today that i want 2 buns. he says fine. he says he only has 2 bags to put them in, i dont care, so i go over.

homeboy only has 2 bags worth of dope. thats it. i give him the most defeated look because im about to cry and am sick as shit. what does he and his boyfriend do? give me the 2 for free and then proceed to smoke me up on a fuckton of meth and feed me a shitton of klonopin. to their credit, meth sure as fuck gets you out withdrawal. that's a fact.

but now im sitting here in the middle of the weirdest feeling speedball (a bunch of super high quality meth, klonopin, and some sour diesel), blasting some old Jungle and DnB vinyls i found (only my meth-addled mind will remember where i put my old Technics and my crates of records), and remembering i have work at 6 in the morning.

fuck. dont do meth. not even once. unless you need to REALLY get shit done. or want to dance for hours. or are bored.

fuck it, "yolo" (as those damn whippersnappers would say).

so hows team nod?
 
I'm up to 50mg of methadone at the clinic and I'm feeling pretty good. I think I am going to leave my dose right here. It holds me all day with minimal cravings and I can still get high pretty easily. Can't really beat that combination. They said I have like a year before they will start talking about admin detoxing me for smoking weed so I figure I will save up between now and then to leave the state for pot friendly territory. That's what I was planning to do anyway so it's no big deal. Overall I feel like shit is looking up ever so slightly.

That's interesting. So your saying if your on methadone in Cali or Colorado, they don't care ? Compared to some states where there's stricter laws ?

I really hate to be "that guy" but if your a true junkie. It's impossible to just smoke weed an not use dope for extended periods of time. I been on an off for about 7 years an anytime I start smoking weed while I have clean time I eventually go back to shooting dope.
 
dude that's ridiculous claiming that smoking weed leads ya straight back to heroin

if anything, it helps with the w/ds

seriously - what the fuck?
 
As much as I tried to be a balling web developer awash in NJ's finest ECP, I ultimately failed at juggling the junkie life and am tired of it. I have to admit I am super super excited to get out of the whole Newark area where I just made too many dope connections. I go to school in Newark and I would literally run into them on the street walking from class off campus to get a slice of pizza.

I have a super sexy girlfriend waiting for me in the San Francisco area and I'm going to go move in with her and take a stab at tutoring kids in Math, SAT prep, science, computer stuff and all subjects for the lower grades. I did it before years ago and I seem to remember liking it better than doing websites. As much of a computer nerd that I am, I feel that human interaction helps very much with my endorphin starved body. And being with my girl, I have zero cravings whatsoever. We have only seen eachother for a few weeks at a time, once on the west coast, and once on the east coast for my spring break, where we went through something like 50 hits of liquid acid and 5 grams of 5-mapb, liberally sharing of course at bonfires, parties and dancing at club Output in brooklyn. We have talked on the phone everyday though, like morning, noon, night. Real love does replace dope well. Dat oxytocin rush!

Not to mention all the buds, edibles, hash and oil that is available in California! God, it's just such a different attitude about pot out there. Whereas in jersey, it's very common for people to get busted or even serve time for weight as little as less than an ounce. We got a dickhead of a governor who is on some crusade to keep pot as illegal and unavailable as possible while at the same time families and people's lives are being ruined by cheap and widely available high quality heroin all over the state from Newark/Irvington/Oranges, Jersey City, Paterson, Asbury Park, Camden/Philly hell even Lakewood, NJ! God I need to get out of NJ like yesterday.

I have a feeling I'm never coming back once I get myself established out in California. I know they got that disgusting tar out there, but I feel like with my girl, my tutoring job, all the heady weed I want, not to mention acid, I won't even be tempted to seek out that nasty tar. It took years to get to the level of connections I got in Newark, years I shouldve spent getting my degree and studying, instead I was studying how to find the best dope deals ;p

I guess it's that meth that I have to watch out for out there. It's not even around in NJ on the streets.
 
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LoLo617 said:
I'm up to 50mg of methadone at the clinic and I'm feeling pretty good. I think I am going to leave my dose right here. It holds me all day with minimal cravings and I can still get high pretty easily. Can't really beat that combination. They said I have like a year before they will start talking about admin detoxing me for smoking weed so I figure I will save up between now and then to leave the state for pot friendly territory. That's what I was planning to do anyway so it's no big deal. Overall I feel like shit is looking up ever so slightly.

That's interesting. So your saying if your on methadone in Cali or Colorado, they don't care ? Compared to some states where there's stricter laws ?

I really hate to be "that guy" but if your a true junkie. It's impossible to just smoke weed an not use dope for extended periods of time. I been on an off for about 7 years an anytime I start smoking weed while I have clean time I eventually go back to shooting dope.
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Yes from what people tell me some clinics out west are lenient on pot to the point of not even testing for it. For me pot makes me not want to shoot heroin and ruin my life. It is the cheapest safest way to put out the fire that burns in my skull making my life miserable. So you'll excuse me if I don't accept the 12 step all drugs will leave me sucking dick in abondominuims theory.
 
crimsonjunk said:
Yes from what people tell me some clinics out west are lenient on pot to the point of not even testing for it. For me pot makes me not want to shoot heroin and ruin my life. It is the cheapest safest way to put out the fire that burns in my skull making my life miserable. So you'll excuse me if I don't accept the 12 step all drugs will leave me sucking dick in abondominuims theory.
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^^^^No shit. Also my bupe doc is toedilly coo w pot
 
another discovery from your resident psychonautic scientist, Jeebis:

methamphetamine will also get you out of withdrawal for awhile. got my ice dude and his boyfriend grab a ball (price discussion is not allowed.)of literally as close to REAL pure mdma (to the point there were chunks of black sass in there from the synth still) that tested perfect on the reagents. the smoke it gave off was wild. they tried like a bal between 4 people, had the times of their lives, and told me he one hundred percent more
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:if its THIS quality (he likes it more than the last batch by far), he would regularly buy balls and what not like water
also he can easily get way more kpins if you want


couldnt even get through a full a 2 .2 caps i gave him, and hes the dude to talk about the old white dove and epic mitsubishi all he says when i showed up (he owed me a couple bucks), he hands the money and a .3 bag of meth for the sole fact i got him real mdma. that's so clutch.

free meth. a supe
 
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LoLo617 said:
I'm up to 50mg of methadone at the clinic and I'm feeling pretty good. I think I am going to leave my dose right here. It holds me all day with minimal cravings and I can still get high pretty easily. Can't really beat that combination. They said I have like a year before they will start talking about admin detoxing me for smoking weed so I figure I will save up between now and then to leave the state for pot friendly territory. That's what I was planning to do anyway so it's no big deal. Overall I feel like shit is looking up ever so slightly.

That's interesting. So your saying if your on methadone in Cali or Colorado, they don't care ? Compared to some states where there's stricter laws ?

I really hate to be "that guy" but if your a true junkie. It's impossible to just smoke weed an not use dope for extended periods of time. I been on an off for about 7 years an anytime I start smoking weed while I have clean time I eventually go back to shooting dope.
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Dude,if you're tested with swabs PM me and I'll tell you how to beat them.
 
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Dude,if you're tested with swabs PM me and I'll tell you how to beat them.
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I wish it was a swab. It's a piss test they run gc/ms on. I'm just gonna look into synthetic cannabinoads when I get to that bridge in treatment. I had to up my dose today to 60mg. My main dope guys phone has been off for a few days and my backup people suck. I think I'm going to commit to methadone. It's scary as fuck to think about life without heroin but I feel like I'm out of options. I'm not getting high on this shit Alabama dope anymore but quitting completely has failed me many times. The last time I went to rehab I had an epic year long relapse/run on heroin that broke my soul and led to the MMT. I guess there are plenty of other drugs out there i can do and I have escaped with no felonies, no probation, and as far as I know no diseases. I should count myself lucky but the truth is I still want to get high.
 
I just got some dope for my aunt and gave in and got 5 bags for myself so we could get a full bundle.

I'm on day 19 of vivitrol but I figured I'd do some experimentation and shot up a bit of the dope.

No rush, at all. In fact, there's barely any euphoria at all, but I TOTALLY feel my chest being depressed and coupling that with me smoking weed almost makes me think Im on a dope high again.

I'm gonna sit on these bags for another week though, the naltrexone is obviously still blocking just about all of the effects of the stuff.

and its good stuff too. my fuckin aunt asks me like 3 times a week if we can get it and I showed her exactly where its at and shit but she always wants me to get it for her. and I do, for a price

this song has been stuck in my head all day

 
that's funny you guys are talking about meth too, I've been thinking about how I was into meth for a couple months like a year ago but then just went back to adderall because meth made me too weird to talk to.

fun to smoke though, easily the most fiendish drug I ever tried. and by "fiendish" I mean like you HAVE to do it / redose

Now I dont take barely any stims because I'm all worried about my future heart health because I was born with a heart defect.

that's probably why I like dope over coke, Id rather slow down than speed up
 
Man, I've never done meth. I've been prescribed Desoxyn, like in 2010. That, I'd guess is nothing like street method, anhydrous or ice whatever.... I didn't really like the desoxyn much. You know, I don't think I even shot it! Just was snorting back then (maybe).

I'm still waiting to hear about my half g of H. Maaaaan, I'm hoping. I DID dose a tiny bit of sub intranasally. Oh well...

Someone said something about this kinda life, the drug world, the game, etc... It sucks. Its a wild ride. Sometimes its awesome and drugs pop out of nowhere, mostly though its a hunt
 
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