cj
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It's so frustrating when there is only garbage around. I have been trying bags from all the dealers I know and it's all about the same shit.
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General Heroin Discussion 20 v. Walking Around in Women's Underwear
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Burnt Offerings
Bluelight Crew
I've got a couple questions about heroin, if anyone here cares to answer? Sorry if this is the wrong place...
1) I am relatively new to the drug (tried it about a couple months ago). Lately I've been using regularly, though. I've probably done tar (smoked and intranasal) for the last 8-10 days straight. Will I experience withdrawal symptoms if I stop?
2) Exactly how dangerous is combining smoked/snorted heroin with Ambien? I assume it's dangerous because they're both depressant drugs but I consume about 5-10 mgs of Ambien a night and I was just wondering what kind of risk I was exposing myself to.
CrowetheCat
Bluelighter
1) Probably, but the answer's different for everyone. Just try to stop and see how you feel. That's the best way to find out.
The withdrawals typically aren't Quite as bad for people who don't IV, but you can still get kicks, nausea, insomnia, etc. Even if you do experience withdrawals, just let them happen and take a break, if you can. Physical addiction is a pain in the ass.
2) I couldn't tell you much. I've mixed heroin and various benzos, but I wouldn't recommend it.1) its likely, but not necessarily going to happen. you wont know until you stop, but the sooner you stop the easier it will be. make sure you have weed/nsaid pain relievers/benzos/nyquil for withdrawals if you are worried. However, any symptoms you do experience now will be the easiest time in your opiate life. get out while you can and the withdrawals are manageable. for real.
2) think about it. if you think it will kill you, why are you trying to do it? plus heroin and ambien is both unnecessary and not fun (you'll just pass out...and possibly die)
but happy Bicycle Day, team nod. getting ready for 4/20 tomorrow?
Burnt Offerings
Bluelight Crew
^ I take the Ambien for chronic insomnia, not for recreation, it's prescribed to me. It works somewhat well IME. H doesn't really make me all that sleepy...cannabis does, though, certain strains anyway. Hopefully when legalization rolls out fully in my state (AK), I'll be able to get some good indicas and will be able to stop taking these pills. I'd prefer that.
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Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
detoxing from Methadone made me look like a huge junkie at work; I worked behind a computer and I'd take my done' at 7AM and between 1230-230 I'd just NOD THE FUCK OFF! people started to think I was either using again or suffering from some type of seizure. the guys at my work know I had a brain tumor prior and also abused opiates to a degree, so they would see that and just not know what to say/do, lol. I never told them about methadone but would just say its another tumor medication I take.
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
I've always been a pretty big junkie but I've used dope w/ benzos and ambien; its so hard to tell another when they are asking if it can be used because many of us who used has abused in more ways than one, but its also known as a deadly combo.
always safe NOT to do it if you can actually ask the question. I would never ask, I just did DUMB THINGS and lucky.
hell, I even did dope and benzos today but today during the DAY and benzos at night; still dope and benzo but a bit more on the safe size, or at least its what I like to tell myself. even smoked a little weed tonight to relax and help sleep. the dope I had today had me on a nod cuz I was smoking w/ that as well and just slept most my day away. just sucks when that happens.
cj
Bluelight Crew
4 AM nod squad reporting for duty sir!
. But for real got paid yesterday. Got some chronic and pretty good fire. Ready to get u and make money again! Having a job is pretty cool!
zephyrhigh
Bluelighter
Is it the brown rock shyt or the white powder shyt both to me are garbage.... But I finally found some better if u want to ride with to get some.....*breathes deeply* god damn do i love the smell of spring in my city, namely because ALL of the BEST drugs are around
the heroin has not only literally become half the price of what i used to pay (and still very high quality. i love my new dealer), but has actually gotten better IMO.
Coke is back in force and ABSURDLY high quality. i dont really do coke but i was with some friends who got a ball and i was seriously impressed.
lsd is PHENOMINAL. we're getting these prints that are images of a cartoon jerry garcia in a boat fishing. idk the name but they're great.
my friend has been getting MDMA from the Netherlands that has been great.
all the pills (bars, adderall, methadone, subs, etc) seem to be around and pretty consistant in their pricing
and the weed. oh. my. god. the weed I have been getting is goddamn narcotic. it impresses ME and i've been a chronnisseur for a damn decade. this also means the shatter and crumble (BHO) I get is equally as high of a quality.
just sniffed 4 bags and am smoking some legit ass White Rhino and dabbing some Blueberry crumble, waiting for my bar guy to get out of work. how are all y'all doing?MMT
Bluelighter
Jealous is the word that comes to mind.Yep. Jealous is definitely the word that comes to mind. Sitting here in the same area of the state fighting withdrawals. It's great you have such awesome connects, but for those of us who have lost ours it's just torture to read. Gives me hope that I might find a new connect soon though, so that's something.the issue with great connects are that they leave you without a goddamn dime to your name.
havent had a damn thing since friday. i feel like shit, my anxiety is through the roof, but it kinda makes me want to legitimately try to get over this shit. its been atleast 8 months atleast since i last had some what of a break. im also dangerously low (1g max, a couple hits of hash oil, and half a pill bottle full of j clips) on weed, sans alcohol or anything else, and i have 11.57 on my atm card. i also owe someone 25 dollars that i feel horrible that ive owed him since friday. i made some money saturday but i had to pay back my mdma guy after he fronted me some shit + he is also a legitamate friend so i didnt want to fuck him over.
fuck yo. i was doing so well there for a few weeks. now im just kinda fucked. i hit a wall last night after i peeled apart every empty bag i had in my house and waterlined every straw ive used. now i just feel kinda pathetic and useless, and my anxiety is fucking horrible at the moment.
but i got two options. fight through this shit and try to stay clean, or continue to struggle and live day by day in a perpetual shitstorm.word.
and my mom apparently noticed there was something wrong with me and while she was out she grabbed me some beer. time to drink until i forget why i started drinking in the first place.
and im even having panic attacks about not having weed (i do not know the last time i went without weed). i have to ration this shit until i get paid friday. ugh. once i hit friday im good. so im gonna drunk until it gets dark (as in the sun goes down or i black out), then some trazodone, a few bowls, then pass the fuck out until i have to go to work at 6
subotai
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im on vivitrol
shit sucks man, all it does is make me look toward a certain date (basically June)
but it got me out of a bit of criminal charges where all I had to do was pay a fine.
so thats where im at, just kind of smoking weed here and there and working.
its supposed to eliminate cravings, but the fact that I have absolutely no way to get high just makes me depressed
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
def. DOES NOT ELIMINATE CRAVINGS!
I tried Vivi and only shot up STILL! around day 20/21 I would end up breaking through and getting high; so happy I got off that shit and back on Suboxone. now I've actually been able to stay away from dope and be "normal" again.i considered vivitrol for awhile. kinda happy i didnt go for it.
and this week has been rough due to my money situation. juckily i had a buddy who was totally willing to "pay it forward" and hook me up with some really good dope on tuesday and thursday + he also hooked me up with 2 oxy 10's yesterday and some valium the day before. that's a real homie right there, lol. i only had money on friday to pickup.
now im sitting here, wishing i could get high. i got lucky and traded someone a .7g joint for 6 7.5mg hydros that i've already eaten, but theyre hydros. come on. although im shocked i feel a slight something from them.....i knew i should have kept the klonopin i had last night lol.
back to subsisting off of weed, hash oil, and trazodone :also, random note. this might just be all the hash oil i've dabbed today, but my friend claims to have some form of hydrocodone that are like gel caps that contain 10mg hydrocodone and 8mg of some antihistamine. does anyone know if this is actually a thing?
subotai
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you definitely do not want to get vivitrol unless it can help you gain some kind of advantage that subs wouldnt. It makes you seem a bit more committed to getting clean because you cant just "not take" the vivitrol and get high like youre locked in for at least 3 weeks.
ive just been looking at it like a forced tolerance break. a "clean up some shit" break. im going to feel a lot better about it in like 10 days because Ill be pretty much back to normal functioning and ill know at the same time I can get high again soon, and its not even going to take a lot.
but I dont want to really talk about that yet or I get depressed
so I just smoke weed here and there for a little bit, I try and remind myself I did that for like 3 years anyway
but Im counting the days in reality, for now. no, Ill always be counting the days.
Im on day 4. about 18 to go