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GBL Megathread: 3ml and Wobbling
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I'm not underweight.My weight has fluctuated up and down by 1.5 stones for the last 2 years and I don't know why.Well I know why I'm fat,but I don't know why I drop tonnage when I'm just as unhealthy.
I never dose more often that once an hour,usually leave 2 -4 hours and by then my stomach is empty enough.Yes I suppose if I dosed 1ml at 10am ate heavily from 10.30 to 11 and then had 1ml just after it wouldn't be absorbed at the same speed.
In other news I ran out on Tuesday morning and managed to get through yesterday and sleep with minimal medication.But for some reason I woke up at 7.30am today and had to drink 12 units of vodka befoe going out walking with my parentsDidn't act drunk and no one said anything,but it was totally unecessary.A loss of 12 units I could have had on Friday
Have taken 330mg codiene tonight to sort my head out,as I was mildly tripping,eg seeing spiderwebs moving all around every surface.Will have promethezine later for sleep.If that fails I'll have to drink more alcohol.But don't intend to.
Shit, that sounds awful. Have you been through all this before?
brokenbrain
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Of course I have done this a bunch of times before.
Right now I'm thinking how to stay away from it.Obviously the easiest answer is to not buy anymore.I have severe money trouble at the moment and don't know when that will end.Its 3 days since I had a dose and I've been a mess since. Ended up drinking all Wednesday night,eating codiene,sleeping,drinking again,went shopping and was convinced that I'd get thrown out for being wrecked.Luckily I didn't attempt to buy drink.
So I've got stuff at home to eat.The benzos are going down in number.Today I'm covered in sweat and only just functioning in public because of them.
I really need to try the naltrexone treatment for reducing the amount of alcohol I drink.If my drinking comes under control then I don't need to buy GBL.
The 2 alternate in cycles.I hate the negative effects of both,and alcohol is an all round terrible drug,but its so easy to get.Icould hardly get any sort of drug apart from alcohol until I was 23I don't know any dealers,so all I can get are headshop/internet things.
I really think I need to go back to the addiction clinic,who more or less lost interest in me because they don't know how to treat GHB/GBL addiction.And their idea for alcoholism is inpatient detox.
Today I'm pretty depressed and highly anxious,but at the moment at least I'm not hallucinating
Going to have to work out a ration for my chlordiazepoxide,propranolol and lorazepam otherwise I will end up sat in my flat rocking backwards and forwards making moaning baby sounds and crying...
Right now I'm thinking how to stay away from it.Obviously the easiest answer is to not buy anymore.I have severe money trouble at the moment and don't know when that will end.Its 3 days since I had a dose and I've been a mess since. Ended up drinking all Wednesday night,eating codiene,sleeping,drinking again,went shopping and was convinced that I'd get thrown out for being wrecked.Luckily I didn't attempt to buy drink.
So I've got stuff at home to eat.The benzos are going down in number.Today I'm covered in sweat and only just functioning in public because of them.
I really need to try the naltrexone treatment for reducing the amount of alcohol I drink.If my drinking comes under control then I don't need to buy GBL.
The 2 alternate in cycles.I hate the negative effects of both,and alcohol is an all round terrible drug,but its so easy to get.Icould hardly get any sort of drug apart from alcohol until I was 23
I don't know any dealers,so all I can get are headshop/internet things.I really think I need to go back to the addiction clinic,who more or less lost interest in me because they don't know how to treat GHB/GBL addiction.And their idea for alcoholism is inpatient detox.
Today I'm pretty depressed and highly anxious,but at the moment at least I'm not hallucinating
Going to have to work out a ration for my chlordiazepoxide,propranolol and lorazepam otherwise I will end up sat in my flat rocking backwards and forwards making moaning baby sounds and crying...
brokenbrain
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Right now I'm only borderline sane so doing anything is proving hard.Have had to deal with many people who can barely speak English ranting at me.
I wish I was at home.
I don't want to think about GBL at the moment as anything other than satan
Maybe in a weeks time I'll be recovered sufficiently to consider GHB.
I daren't make it though as I'd be doing it alone and no doubt would fuck it up.Also the Sodium version would probably end up with me having a heart attack.
Need to attempt to understand the potassium version.
Right now I'm mainly concentrating on being able to interact with people and not cry in public.
Managed 16 days without a few months back,I really should aim for longer.
My life is utter shit and without drugs and drink I end up suicidal.I don't know how to carry on and achieve anything anymore
I wish I was at home.
I don't want to think about GBL at the moment as anything other than satan
Maybe in a weeks time I'll be recovered sufficiently to consider GHB.
I daren't make it though as I'd be doing it alone and no doubt would fuck it up.Also the Sodium version would probably end up with me having a heart attack.
Need to attempt to understand the potassium version.
Right now I'm mainly concentrating on being able to interact with people and not cry in public.
Managed 16 days without a few months back,I really should aim for longer.
My life is utter shit and without drugs and drink I end up suicidal.I don't know how to carry on and achieve anything anymore
Good question. If you are going to pick a drug to become dependant on to hide from all your problems with, weed is just about the best choice going.
Not that it is without side effects but compared to any of the alternatives (except perhaps sobriety) it's almost completely harmless unless you are one of those unfortunates it sends loopy.
Aros2k
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Same, even effects my anxiety being in a room where a lot of spliffs are being smoked
Self control not as good as I anticipated.
Me too. I can tell that it's not good for my brain from just a few tokes.
Bella Figura
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It triggered my anxiety, but i'd still rather smoke it everyday than do any other drug everyday. Although preferably wouldn't want to be doing drugs everyday 
Bella Figura
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In the very short term, not something you'd want to rely on.
Tryptamite
Bluelighter
What is an acceptable amount of time to leave after smoking h to take some G? I know it potentates codeine massively so I assume its the same with the brown.
TheSpade
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It triggered my anxiety, but i'd still rather smoke it everyday than do any other drug everyday. Although preferably wouldn't want to be doing drugs everyday
Curious as to why you'ld do something which causes you anxiety? If something gives me anxiety I stop doing it because it's unpleasent and about as far away from enjoyable as possible.
It triggered anxiety for me too, been a bit fucked from it since!
i'd leave it for the rest of the day to be honest really sounds like a recipe for disaster this one
Tryptamite
Bluelighter
Thanks Evad, I didn't take any just to be on the safe side. I made do with a few beers instead. I also took out my sample of mephedrone and had a line with my mate. He was tripping from the moderately large sized line I gave him and I was a bit scared. Like he thought there were more people in the house and he was coming out with random phrases and shit. But that's a story for anothe day
Heisenberg
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Help with WD. Some day I will make a FAQ when im bored and its not 3am.
Okay, we all know how good G feels just between the dose of Okayness and the dose of passing out. Just that right spot where everything is okay, euphoria is real, everything is great, time passes (too quickly sometimes too). The way you get around withdrawals is fucking simple you can pretty much do it every day and not suffer.
Stick to a non G out dose every 3 hours, maybe a little top up every now n then, Don't use G for sleep ever! You're ruining your memory and REM hardcore, and don't goto sleep watching TV (you guys are probably aware of the trapped in TV reality dreams G'ing out mid-TV) Use beer after the G has worn off at night, and benzos about 4 hours after last G dose or as long as you can hold out since benzos and G cancel each other out (goto a doc and say you're a G or opiate addict and dont want to go on a program and last time clonidine and valium worked fine) Maybe goto another doctor for some doxepin also. That helps alot when you run out. Save the clonidine and doxepin until the end. If you don't want to risk getting addicted to valium every second night use about 4 phenergans with a six pack for sleep. Wake up and have a small dose, we all know after a night on the piss or downers or not much sleep, You don't need fuck all the next day and don't sart eating straight away.
I find withdrawal feelings come from eating certain foods when you're whizzing around the fridge and eating those weird snacks you only make on G or weed.
Eat 5 times a day but small portions. I find mixing 1.2-1.5ml with my beers at the end of the night makes sure I get sleep but I don't get the rebound wake up.
This will make a 250ml last at least 2 weeks.. depending on your doses. Limit your pullbacks (lol, my term for pulling a 3ml syringe right back) to once a day if you do like blowing out / G'ing out and take calcium and glucosamine and multi vitamins. That pass out position where your head is hanging right down -- not fucking good, we're all gonna be arthritic old cunts.
Dont push the cycle for more than 2 weeks, take a break for a month at least, let your GABAs recover or do whatever. if you are a drug cyclist. Dont buy more than you should just for convenience and the price may be cheapoer.. asking for trouble. I have not known many people at all to fall into at least a near daily habit when they get G, its very addictive.
After you run out.. BEER, ciders etc.. Valiums, other benzos. xanax is good to top it off, 1-2mg unless your tolerance is high. If it is high and you still feel like your skin is weird, your nipples hurt. Take the Doxepin (you can take a fair amount of the stuff) or an anti psychotic -zine drug. Only take the clonidine he next day if you still feel the high blood pressure effects.
Oh and wash your balls, they stink!
Okay, we all know how good G feels just between the dose of Okayness and the dose of passing out. Just that right spot where everything is okay, euphoria is real, everything is great, time passes (too quickly sometimes too). The way you get around withdrawals is fucking simple you can pretty much do it every day and not suffer.
Stick to a non G out dose every 3 hours, maybe a little top up every now n then, Don't use G for sleep ever! You're ruining your memory and REM hardcore, and don't goto sleep watching TV (you guys are probably aware of the trapped in TV reality dreams G'ing out mid-TV) Use beer after the G has worn off at night, and benzos about 4 hours after last G dose or as long as you can hold out since benzos and G cancel each other out (goto a doc and say you're a G or opiate addict and dont want to go on a program and last time clonidine and valium worked fine) Maybe goto another doctor for some doxepin also. That helps alot when you run out. Save the clonidine and doxepin until the end. If you don't want to risk getting addicted to valium every second night use about 4 phenergans with a six pack for sleep. Wake up and have a small dose, we all know after a night on the piss or downers or not much sleep, You don't need fuck all the next day and don't sart eating straight away.
I find withdrawal feelings come from eating certain foods when you're whizzing around the fridge and eating those weird snacks you only make on G or weed.
Eat 5 times a day but small portions. I find mixing 1.2-1.5ml with my beers at the end of the night makes sure I get sleep but I don't get the rebound wake up.This will make a 250ml last at least 2 weeks.. depending on your doses. Limit your pullbacks (lol, my term for pulling a 3ml syringe right back) to once a day if you do like blowing out / G'ing out and take calcium and glucosamine and multi vitamins. That pass out position where your head is hanging right down -- not fucking good, we're all gonna be arthritic old cunts.
Dont push the cycle for more than 2 weeks, take a break for a month at least, let your GABAs recover or do whatever. if you are a drug cyclist. Dont buy more than you should just for convenience and the price may be cheapoer.. asking for trouble. I have not known many people at all to fall into at least a near daily habit when they get G, its very addictive.
After you run out.. BEER, ciders etc.. Valiums, other benzos. xanax is good to top it off, 1-2mg unless your tolerance is high. If it is high and you still feel like your skin is weird, your nipples hurt. Take the Doxepin (you can take a fair amount of the stuff) or an anti psychotic -zine drug. Only take the clonidine he next day if you still feel the high blood pressure effects.
Oh and wash your balls, they stink!