Have spent the last week fucking about,stop,start,stop,start with guice.Last Saturday managed 17 hours off before it came to reclaim my soul.Tuesday had 12 hours off before Satanguice got me in its vice like grip.Yesterday managed 23 hours off but even though I filled myself with various medications couldn't sleep for shit so 2.5ml reared its ugly head at 4am.Would have just got through it but had to be at work for 10 and really didn't want to go with zero hours sleep under my belt.Have 7ml left so can't make it through to tomorrow on guice alone.Going to Dr's in 3 hours to top up on benzos (I hope).Have distinct feeling that I may be drinking very heavily for 12+ hours after that though as lying there watching the clock and listening to radio 3 was enough for one night,tonight I want to meet Captain unconciousness.
Its always the first day and night that are harsh,after that its ok.
Not going to order more till at least Wednesday,but would prefer to put it off for longer.
Fucking demonguice.

Wonder if GHV and GVL will become available when guice and 1,4BD get illegalised?They do the same thing but don't seem to have been discussed as being banned,unlike Australia where all GHB analogues are illegal.