SunSpot
Bluelighter
HI everyone,
Though I don't post much anymore I'm still around
Yes I'm still off the opiods, that won't change, and I've also quit the vaping, which I promised myself I could restart if I wanted. Aside from some lapses with stupid ethanol, I've never been more sober. Yes I'm still on Kratom, and think all the time about quitting that. It doeesn't even feel anymore like it has any effect on me, though if I miss a dose I'll feel the lack of it plenty quick.
Aside from some occasional oral diethyl ether for diversion I'm sober then, but angry with myself. Since quitting I've gained almost 20lbs, much of which came after quitting smoking. Yes I was very, very skinny before, and really liked it. Loved it even. Now I feel fat, am probably normal looking and people still call me skinny / trained. But after years of being in control of what I ate and my body, this powerlessness is really getting to me. Worst of all my right arm / shoulder still hurts from a pinched nerve, tried pushups the other day and just collapsed in pain. So no working out except hiking, even running hurts.
Does anyone know how long after quitting 'poids / smoking / caffeine the weight gain goes on for? Btw I quit vaping maybe 3, 4 weeks ago.
Though I don't post much anymore I'm still around

Aside from some occasional oral diethyl ether for diversion I'm sober then, but angry with myself. Since quitting I've gained almost 20lbs, much of which came after quitting smoking. Yes I was very, very skinny before, and really liked it. Loved it even. Now I feel fat, am probably normal looking and people still call me skinny / trained. But after years of being in control of what I ate and my body, this powerlessness is really getting to me. Worst of all my right arm / shoulder still hurts from a pinched nerve, tried pushups the other day and just collapsed in pain. So no working out except hiking, even running hurts.
Does anyone know how long after quitting 'poids / smoking / caffeine the weight gain goes on for? Btw I quit vaping maybe 3, 4 weeks ago.