garygroundwork
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Anyone use meth daily for years and hold down job and normal life and keep it secret from everyone?
Interested in your stories.
Interested in your stories.
It's pretty rare. I find that the secrecy is the issue in this problem to maintaining the getup. It's better to have some section of your life at least where i isn' that big of a deal - like a few friends who are trustworthy or something at least. The societal perception of meth is one of its biggest detractors. It's a rough drug already - but that faces campaign from 2003 pervades and its fucking killer what people say and do around peoples lives with this drug. Like, those are photos of people who were on the street for years, just got in a fight, some whatever, police shot, probably humiliated, would look 10x better with a week sleep and a shower with food. Then the one pic is literally an autoimmune disease with this woman with the melted face. That shouldve made that campaign fucking illegal imo. Vancouver or BC police have sometimes done some good wotk out on Hastings in some media sections and what they do -but that campaign is ridiculous. That is NOT what meth does to you. That series in general is VERY exhibitionist to anything BUT the primary problem and just shows the rest of it. Not an educating ad and people are brutal.Anyone use meth daily for years and hold down job and normal life and keep it secret from everyone?
Interested in your stories.
It's the most psychologically addictive drug out of the big 3 like cocaine to opioids to amps / meth.
It is in study biologically. There's a lot of mixing in this too with the fact that people do develop combo habits after getting on one pretty often and that could skew it by appearance of whats out there visibly on the street like fentanyl but it's meth. It's the number 2 drug in the world in use under marijuana. A LOT of people use meth man.Meth is?
I dunno, that seems dependent on the individual. Out of the three (opioids, cocaine and meth), I find meth to be the least psychologically addictive of the bunch.
That said I obtained a small amount of meth recently (3.7g) and used it all in about 4 weeks, and almost all of it taken orally (which actually seems like the most enjoyable way to use it, though it takes on MDMA-like quality). In fact I used it all in less than 4 weeks, since 6 of those days it was locked up in my time lock safe.
Glad that it's gone. I don't think I'll ever buy meth again after this. I got a shitload of work done, though eventually I become less and less productive and increasingly paranoid and scattered. It's quite unhealthy to be eating a few hundred milligrams of meth for days consecutively, I felt pretty beat up after (still feel like I'm recovering a bit). Even though I'm not a big meth fan I've got very strong addictive tendencies. Still, I "disappeared" that meth faster than I anticipated. At the end i was consuming it pretty much just to get rid of it. For some reason, this batch seemed to have a more abrupt comedown, even orally. Left me feeling sadder than the last batch me (sad between doses). But I've never liked meth much, and this new breed of cartel meth sucks, especially when smoked.
I have used it on a daily basis, on and off in the past few years. What would you like to know?
I was a daily meth user a couple of times in my life. The first lasted for about a year and a half and the second (10yrs later) was for about six months.
In both cases I held a job throughout and went undetected for the first 90% of it. The first time around I got kinda skinny. The second time I just got tired of it sooner, probably because I was older.
For me, the worst side effect was simply the lack of sleep. I hated being unable to get a full night of restful sleep. Fortunately for me, quitting was pretty easy. I had always preferred alcohol and opioids anyway.
Work? Mental and physical health?
Positives negatives? etc
This was really potent meth. If I consumed any at all past 8AM, I wouldn't sleep at all that night. A gram would last about a week to 10 days. My ROA was mostly rectal, although I'd always smoke a tiny bit and sometimes I did it sublingually.How much do you suppose you were using on a daily basis, on average? How were you consuming it?