^yeah im 28 now .... finding out in fact that I can "will" myself to feeling well enough without amphetamines..... I honestly think that I use it medicinally.... i was on adderall since 7th grade , and the adderall just became so expensive with no insurance. .
I've adopted a less is more mentality, because when i do to much without benzo's or opaites to come down with , its rough. . After some time, you really can't function without some rest... Recently i did 4 days without drugs, and then 10 days... and it was good, sort of refreshing, so when I went back on em it was with gusto,,, now I know that 1 day on meth means you need to take 1 day off meth. (at least)
As a musician I'm hoping that I will play music at all while I withdraw, from my experience the more drugs - the more better jamz and output ... cause it takes a certain kind of mentality... but i know if I can still do the band thing ( im the singer songwriter) whilst sober, our popularity will increase.
I've adopted a less is more mentality, because when i do to much without benzo's or opaites to come down with , its rough. . After some time, you really can't function without some rest... Recently i did 4 days without drugs, and then 10 days... and it was good, sort of refreshing, so when I went back on em it was with gusto,,, now I know that 1 day on meth means you need to take 1 day off meth. (at least)
As a musician I'm hoping that I will play music at all while I withdraw, from my experience the more drugs - the more better jamz and output ... cause it takes a certain kind of mentality... but i know if I can still do the band thing ( im the singer songwriter) whilst sober, our popularity will increase.