I got really no experience with kratom, I got experience with morphine,oxy,fentanyl and codeine tho. those problems you got since your adolescence can't be covered forever, you have to deal with them , so in the end you are not using it for the opioid properties. I was not suggesting something stronger anyway since there were times when I was on both tramadol and oxy or tramadol and morphine and so on, but more like something like codeine that's weak enough similarly and more forgiving if you need it for pain, but it doesn't seem the case, if I may ask where are you from? the EU? North/south america? Asia etc? in the long run the things you suffer from will still be there and beside them a much more pronounced withdrawal will accompany them, maybe even making those things develop into a much worse condition. I'm from a country from the EU where you don't get scripted anything just like that, even to get tramadol you need a serious condition, oxy and morphine are for cancer patients and amputees. I think that you should quit it while ahead of it and if you think you still got the same conditions from the adolescence that terrible, deal with them another way, you can play the clonazepam game if you want but the benzo withdrawal will be worse than the opioid one.
there is someone on here although that quit tramadol with/or is using kratom,
@CoastTwoCoast . She could help you out with a response with that.