Blueshawkmandude
Greenlighter
Stopped the patches cold turkey. Got tired of them and sick of playing with them to work with little return and they don't work all the time. Been on them over 15 months. At first it was great Frick-in high for 12-18hrs. Lately just causing quick nodding followed by crashing/sleeping and was just wasting the Opana ir's I was taking. Talked to my Doc about switching over to all opana and replacing the fentanyl with er pills and he put me on 25mcg/hr every 72hrs from 15 100mcg/hr a month and added 2-10mg ER opana's along with the 4-5mg IR's I've been on daily.
That was Friday and the last time I had any Fentanyl was Thursday morning. I'm sitting on and with-in hands reach every patch I've ever take-in ( saved them all ) and 2 hole new boxes of gel 100's and a box of 25's matrix and hundreds of gabepentins/muscles relaxers/valum bars and my re-newed script of ir's & er's Doc want to hear from me on weds to see how Im doing and Im going to get him to up the er's and going to fill them with the generic oxymorphone and not these endo plastic crap
Still this is Bad-Real Bad. I'm older, doing this alone and am just about to give up and start playing with the patches.
I want off of the Fentanyl How would you do it???????? What would you reach for in my reach? & why? Is it almost over? Why isn't the opana good enough to stop me from going through this Hell? 5 or 6 yrs ago I went cold turkey from fentanyl with only a few Hydro's This time it's way different
That was Friday and the last time I had any Fentanyl was Thursday morning. I'm sitting on and with-in hands reach every patch I've ever take-in ( saved them all ) and 2 hole new boxes of gel 100's and a box of 25's matrix and hundreds of gabepentins/muscles relaxers/valum bars and my re-newed script of ir's & er's Doc want to hear from me on weds to see how Im doing and Im going to get him to up the er's and going to fill them with the generic oxymorphone and not these endo plastic crap
Still this is Bad-Real Bad. I'm older, doing this alone and am just about to give up and start playing with the patches.
I want off of the Fentanyl How would you do it???????? What would you reach for in my reach? & why? Is it almost over? Why isn't the opana good enough to stop me from going through this Hell? 5 or 6 yrs ago I went cold turkey from fentanyl with only a few Hydro's This time it's way different

