Thank you everyone for posting. The day she got out of jail she relapsed. she called someone to come and bring her a bag. It took me a few days to catch her. I kicked her out. she is on supervised release and has to call her PO every monday. she also has an evaluation on oct 12 and court on oct 25th to so if she qualifies for diversion. I was extremely nice to her. I let her take 5 hours to pack up and call people before she left. I told her is she checked herself into detox and stayed there for a few days she could come home as long as she is not using. She is going back to stripping and is going to live in a cheap motel. I dont know what to say. I haven't been functioning much. My depression is so intense that i can feel it pulling me down to the ground. my heart break feels like its literally shutting my body down! She left last night, and i just have to let go. You know its been almost 3 years now, and we are no closer to helping her.
For her to use the second she gets out only shows me shes not ready and jail was no where close to her bottom. Im scared because she met 2 heroin addicts in jail that are never planning on quitting and are street whores. I am hoping since her entire family is not in her life anymore and shes living in her car/ motel she will turn it around. Although, i have my doubts we posses anytime of good luck. I dread the call i fear could be around the corner. I am going to go climb back in bed and hopefully never wake back up!
For her to use the second she gets out only shows me shes not ready and jail was no where close to her bottom. Im scared because she met 2 heroin addicts in jail that are never planning on quitting and are street whores. I am hoping since her entire family is not in her life anymore and shes living in her car/ motel she will turn it around. Although, i have my doubts we posses anytime of good luck. I dread the call i fear could be around the corner. I am going to go climb back in bed and hopefully never wake back up!