blue_bomber
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Hi people I know you've heard a lot about benzo fury or should i say the "fake benzo fury". I have done a lot of different drugs in my time but this stuff has convinced me to never touch any again. It is now tues afternoon i took aprox 4 x 100mg caps around sat morning. stupid i know, but they didn't seem to work and i took them an hour apart. i never got any real high or buzz but i have been through 4 days of a living hell.
I'll keep it short but basically did not sleep sat, sun, mon, only managed to get a few hours sleep the early hours of tues morning (almost 96hrs later). In a desperate attempt to get that sleep i drank a bottle of red wine, about 4 cans of stella and swallowed in the region of 20 kalms(herbal sleeping pills).
For the whole four days I never left the house, at more than one occasion I felt like I was gonna die (racing heart, sweats, stomach cramps, headache, loss of feeling in my arms, pains in my chest etc.) Thought about phoning an ambulance but thought I am a fighter and i will get through this if i calm myself down. Not at one point was any of it enjoyable.
The effects hit you in waves, at some points throughout the ordeal I thought i was ok and i was better and then it hit me again suddenly and i felt absolutely wasted all over again. I had mild hallucinations, a constant buzzing noise in my head which still hasn't gone yet. I probably only got those few hours sleep last night due to the sedatives.
My heart now more than 100 hours later is wanting to thump out my chest, pins and needles in my hands, still have breathing difficulties and i feel absolutely depressed and empty. My whole body keeps having spasms which i cannot control. I haven't eaten for over four days and I am worried that I won't sleep tonight without booze and sedatives. I am so pissed of with myself as i have made the same mistakes with these horrible legals before (esp NRG1, MDPV) The capsules i got were probably a mixture of those 2 substance and not benzo fury.
I know now I still probably have a few more days of hell left as when i have taken too much in the past of various substances I suffer from sleep paralysis at night. That is the most scariest of all the symptoms, its basically where you fall asleep for a about a minute and then what can only be described as a huge electrical shock goes through your brain and part of your brain wakes up but the rest of you is asleep. It feels like you are in a coma but are aware of whats around, you try to move, scream, shout but can't. Eventually i will wake up but each time it happens i am panicking wondering if i am actually in a real coma and won't ever come out of it. Now this continues through the night, mixed with severe hallucinations of seeing people in my room.
I'm hoping I will make a full recovery soon, i have not seen a soul for over 4 days, i haven't been able to have the tv on or music because every electrical device i put on all i can concentrate on is the buzzing noises they produce which i don't normally hear but in this state they are so loud and it drives me crazy.
The drug also totally disorientates you to the point that even 90 hrs later at some points i felt like i didn't know who i was or where i was, this only lasted a brief period luckily.
Sorry to have rambled but i read over peoples bad experiences of this stuff, and still stupidly did it. I think if it wasn't for my sheer determination and past experiences I may have lost it completely and I am probably very lucky to be alive as I'm guessing the stuff i took was mdpv which is active at a dose of 5mg and i took 400mg. I'm feeling very stupid and embarrassed and hope that no one else goes through this living hell. i can but only hope that things will improve over the next few days despite not re dosing for 100hrs now, One positive thing I did was I had another 100mg capsule which i put in the bin, where if any of you has this at home save yourselves a horrible experience or possible death and chuck them too.
I'll keep it short but basically did not sleep sat, sun, mon, only managed to get a few hours sleep the early hours of tues morning (almost 96hrs later). In a desperate attempt to get that sleep i drank a bottle of red wine, about 4 cans of stella and swallowed in the region of 20 kalms(herbal sleeping pills).
For the whole four days I never left the house, at more than one occasion I felt like I was gonna die (racing heart, sweats, stomach cramps, headache, loss of feeling in my arms, pains in my chest etc.) Thought about phoning an ambulance but thought I am a fighter and i will get through this if i calm myself down. Not at one point was any of it enjoyable.
The effects hit you in waves, at some points throughout the ordeal I thought i was ok and i was better and then it hit me again suddenly and i felt absolutely wasted all over again. I had mild hallucinations, a constant buzzing noise in my head which still hasn't gone yet. I probably only got those few hours sleep last night due to the sedatives.
My heart now more than 100 hours later is wanting to thump out my chest, pins and needles in my hands, still have breathing difficulties and i feel absolutely depressed and empty. My whole body keeps having spasms which i cannot control. I haven't eaten for over four days and I am worried that I won't sleep tonight without booze and sedatives. I am so pissed of with myself as i have made the same mistakes with these horrible legals before (esp NRG1, MDPV) The capsules i got were probably a mixture of those 2 substance and not benzo fury.
I know now I still probably have a few more days of hell left as when i have taken too much in the past of various substances I suffer from sleep paralysis at night. That is the most scariest of all the symptoms, its basically where you fall asleep for a about a minute and then what can only be described as a huge electrical shock goes through your brain and part of your brain wakes up but the rest of you is asleep. It feels like you are in a coma but are aware of whats around, you try to move, scream, shout but can't. Eventually i will wake up but each time it happens i am panicking wondering if i am actually in a real coma and won't ever come out of it. Now this continues through the night, mixed with severe hallucinations of seeing people in my room.
I'm hoping I will make a full recovery soon, i have not seen a soul for over 4 days, i haven't been able to have the tv on or music because every electrical device i put on all i can concentrate on is the buzzing noises they produce which i don't normally hear but in this state they are so loud and it drives me crazy.
The drug also totally disorientates you to the point that even 90 hrs later at some points i felt like i didn't know who i was or where i was, this only lasted a brief period luckily.
Sorry to have rambled but i read over peoples bad experiences of this stuff, and still stupidly did it. I think if it wasn't for my sheer determination and past experiences I may have lost it completely and I am probably very lucky to be alive as I'm guessing the stuff i took was mdpv which is active at a dose of 5mg and i took 400mg. I'm feeling very stupid and embarrassed and hope that no one else goes through this living hell. i can but only hope that things will improve over the next few days despite not re dosing for 100hrs now, One positive thing I did was I had another 100mg capsule which i put in the bin, where if any of you has this at home save yourselves a horrible experience or possible death and chuck them too.
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