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Explain your avatar and username

I was intoxicated when I made my name and meant for it to be "SotPmoker". I didn't catch the mistake and didn't really care.
 
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Death Industrial is a type of music I've liked for decades.

Check out Atrax Morgue, Brighter Death Now, Schloss Tegal, Megaptera, Sigillum S, etc..etc. for an idea of what "Death Industrial" actually is.


And my current avatar is the infamous Nico (Christa Paffgen) who played on the Velvet Underground's first album with the banana. Then she went on to make her own music after Jim Morrison told her she should. She was a heroin addict for 15 years. She purposefully ruined her looks too, so that people wouldn't focus on her beauty & instead focus on her art.

I dunno why, but I find heroin addicts make better art & music. I never look an artist that was an alcoholic for 20 years & go "damn, I bet they made some crazy stuff".
It just doesn't work., But when I see some one was addicted to smack for decades, it makes me think "damn, they probably had it pretty hard & made some crazy music".

Plus I related to junkies. Nico was amazing & everything she did came from the heart. RIP <3
 
I (used to) like LSD and I like expensive headphones. When I made this account I couldn't come up with anything better and I never planned to hang around beyond whatever thread I originally posted. I had accounts in the past that I've forgotten the log-in details for now and I had lurked around these parts since the place was running UBB.

I've used random anime girls as avatars for most of the time I've been using the internet. At least since avatars become a thing. I like rabbits and cute girls in big poofy dresses. If I can have both at the same time all the better. Rabbits are the best animal in the animal kingdom. They do not bother anyone. They chill out all day hanging out together and munching on clover. No rabbit ever harmed another person or animal intentionally. They're fast. I like things that go fast. I like to go fast. They're cute. I like cute things. Plus there is one on the moon with a mortar and pestle. I like to imagine he's up there crushing up doses of wonderful substances for everyone. Since rabbits are the best animal and that sounds like something a rabbit would do.

Fun fact; Rabbits are the only animal in the animal kingdom that are on the path to awakening;
One night, the Man on the Moon came down to earth disguised as a beggar. He chanced upon a Fox, a Monkey, and a Rabbit (usagi) and asked for some food. The Fox brought him fish from a stream, and the Monkey brought fruit from the trees, but the Rabbit could only offer grass. So he told the beggar to build a fire, and when it was built, threw himself onto the flames to offer himself to the Man. Amazed by the Rabbit's generosity, the beggar transformed back into the Man on the Moon and pulled the Rabbit from the fire. To honor the Rabbit's kindness, the Man on the Moon carried the Rabbit back to the moon to live with him.

If I'm really good maybe next time I'll get to be a rabbit.
 
Phobos is from ancient Greek mythology, it was the name of the God of Fear.
Phobos was the god of irrational fears such as the fear of dark or the fear of the unknown, and the English word phobia comes from the root of this name.

The profile pic is a crop of a selfie I took just before going out for a EDM Halloween party over 10 years ago.
My and My GF had half a g of MDMA and a blotter each, then in the middle of the night we went to the toilets at the same time and each met a dealer in there and bought another half a gram of MDMA each, not knowing that the other one was doing the same thing at the same time.
We come out of the toilet and go like "look what I got" at the same time and we just started laughing hard, it also turned out that the dealers we bought from were a couple too.

We still had low tolerances so that night was a blur as you can imagine, then on the way back to our city we stopped in a small coast town to grab some snacks, and a couple that had obviously just got married was having pictures taken by a professional photographer and I bombed one of the pics by standing in the background showing my buttocks, then we snorted some K and I had a gran mal seizure right after that.
I was ultimately fine as the seizure resolved itself in a couple of minutes but sadly one of the guys had put his hand in my mouth to make sure I wasn't biting on or swallowing my tongue and got bit hard, I was wearing very good prosthetic vampire teeth and the guy now has a 2/3 of an inch long scar on the top and bottom of his index finger.
Everybody agreed that coming down from MDMA and psychedelics and tripping on K while a friend that's wearing silver contacts and vampire teeth has a seizure and bites on another's hand drawing blood was definitely horrific.
 
a delicacy !

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Mime is true in the fact currently i only take cocaine of all narcotics, but its also not strictly true in the sense that i also drink rum and use snuff tobbaco
 
Username pays tribute to Illyria from the TV show Angel. 🖤

(Current) avatar shows my love for Arya from Game of Thrones.
 
J is NOW HERE
J is NO WHERE
The avatar is what they gave me, and I am too lazy to put a better one up.
For some reason this reminds me of Hodor from G.O.T.

"hodor...hodor...hol-dor...hold-da-dor....holdthedoor...Hold the door"
or
"Hold the door....holdthedoor...hold-da-dor...hol-dor...hodor...hodor...."

(I can't remember which way round it happened now.)
 
There was a time (when I was about 10 years old) when I always signed my name with my initials. That's A and O.

I thought that was funny because I also saw this inscription in our church where I served as an altar boy.

And it fits my life. There is a beginning and there is an end. Not to pay attention to the little things :oops:.
 
My avatar reads: Ta Ma which is the earliest reference to cannabis in Chinese medicine.

I am not Chinese.

My username is what the local yoof used to call me when they thought I was a drug taker of outrageous standards. They have since died from overdosing on drugs I quit long ago. I live on. RIP Mach Crew ❤️
 
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