Stringer_Bell
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 9, 2015
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I've been using coke for a couple of days and am now having the worst crash of my life. Feeling suicidal and freaking out (I'm not going to kill myself though).
I would be so grateful for some support. I don't know if I can ask for that here. I'm completely alone in it as I hide drug use from my wonderful gf who deserves so much better than me.
Is it normal to feel this bad? I mean to the point where it feels like being in hell?
Also I have some oxycodone. If I have no dopamine left in my brain, will the oxy still 'work'?
I would be so grateful for some support. I don't know if I can ask for that here. I'm completely alone in it as I hide drug use from my wonderful gf who deserves so much better than me.
Is it normal to feel this bad? I mean to the point where it feels like being in hell?
Also I have some oxycodone. If I have no dopamine left in my brain, will the oxy still 'work'?