fallenangel3
Greenlighter
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- Sep 7, 2013
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I have been on this site for maybe a week. Nice to have a current thread too.
Anyway I was a addict for more than 20+ years. Got clean for several years, and began to have chonic pain, they found servere arthritis in my spine, 3 bulging disc and Hep C so my joints always hurt. I wear a Fentanyl patch and get oxy's for breakthrough pain. I try to keep it together an never mess with my patches. But I do snort my oxy's, to be honest like the euphoria, but I rather snort them then have them sit in my stomach as it takes forever even with IMR.
Does anyone else deal with this after being a full blown addict. If I did not have my pain meds I couldn't deal with the pain and I'm pretty tough, I'd either get desperate for relief, and there is 0 zero none ziltch good heroin here. Everyone does pills anyway. Or I would just end it as the pain is to much
Its kinda ironic that now I have to have these opiates. I am not complaining, I don't even feel the Fent patch, but I feel the oxys for sure. Also because of my Hep C I'm trying to take the best care I can. Ok well I hope there is someone that shares my delema? Is it a delema, Now I can get anything I want at my pain clinic but am really trying to maintain my pain with my love for feeling good on opiates.
Peace hope I find some folks, it seems I shouldn't have a problem.