Okie so its been a LONG assed time since I replied to this after hearing the news about Dave. Only excuse I have for slacking on this is fearing the worst. Dave and I were/are friends even tho we live on the opposite side of the state from one another. I never had a chance to meet him personally. Actually I did have ONE chance to meet him face to face when he was out here in Colorado not too long ago. But I blew it, and I regret it BIG TIME.
He n I were became close via aim, e-mail, and phone. I cannot lie here. I MISS the FUK outa the conversations that he n I used to have. I unlike many of yoo grew to know the REAL Dave. Not just the seemingly immortal *PHREEX* that many of yoo here look up to. Dont get me wrong here, I VERY much look up to Dave. But I looked up to him cuz, plain n simple, he was the most inteligant, caring, honest and up front *which is why I believe many here thought him to be an @ss, which btw hes not*, genuine, funnie, and most of all *fighting back tears here* GOOD PERSON I have ever met. Dave n I used to bicker about this all the time over the phone. He just couldnt *unfortunately* see all the positive and good side to him, only the negative. Perhaps now with everything
that he has gone through, he WILL be able to realize how much of a GOOD person he really is. Okie nuff of that.
The REAL reason why I decided to post here is in hopes that either Ashlie or Samantha will print this off and read this to dave by his bedside. I would LOVE to be able to do this myself, but after talking to both Samantha as well as Ashlie over the phone *must note that I look up to daves sissy as well as Samantha as well considering how strong they have BOTH been throughout this
whole ordeal* I KNOW that this will get read to Dave sometime soon. The reason why I know this is cuz both Samantha as well as Ashlie have been there for Dave 24/7. This to me is VERY much ADMIRABLE!
Dear Dave,
I'm so sorie that its taken me so long to respond to this post. Yet again yoo suceeded in scaring the shit outa me, the same way yoo did before via aim. I really hope that yoo hold no grudges againt me for what I did that night. For whut its worth, I really honest to god did it in your best interest. AGain I must stress that as your FRIEND I was NOT about to just sit here in Colorado
completely helpless and not do a damned thing. Kinda looks now as though I was pretty much helpless ne ways. If only ..If only..
*damned fighting back tears again* I coulda been there, been closer to yoo then, well who knows whether or not it would made
a difference. I would like to think that it would have but thats just
me. One thing I KNOW for sure about yoo is that your a DAMNED strong/stubbord individual. If theres anyone ANYONE out there that can recover from this I KNOW its yoo. I've already heard OUTSTANDING news/miracles regarding your recovery. Keep this up PLEASE. I MISS yoo n I want yoo back 100% better. ALL of us here do. Even people yoo dont know have been praying for yoo to get better. Even I have been praying for yoo Dave, in my own little way seen as how im not necessarily religious. PLEASE just keep fighting. Dont give up and come back to us sOOOn. We all NEED and MISS yoo more than yoo will ever know.
Tell ya whut Dave. **warning bribery ahead heh**. As soon as your on the up n up I will come n visit yoo in Fla fora weekend. Yoo have been asking me to do this many a times before but just as I blew it when yoo were here in Colorado, I completely blew off your offers to fly me there as well. I feel HORRIBLE about this and want to in any way possible make it up. I know your in need of support right now and I would take honor in being a part of that. Actually must add that im a little bit envious of your family and friends that yoo have right now at this very moment sitting by your bedside, holding your hand, taking care of yoo, singing yoo songs to aide in getting your heartrate down. I would've given ANYTHING to be a part of that. But yeah back to my point. I PROMISE, PROMISE yoo that if yoo ever invite me to be there with
yoo again, i'm there no ifs ands or buts about it. Only thing that I ask in return is that yoo get your @ss better n outa that hospital.
I have no doubt in my mind that this is possible seen as how all I have heard is GOOD news lately about your condition. And all I have been doing lately is crying happie tears each update I hear.
Okie um well, not sure if I have much more to add, so im going to go now. Looking forward to hearing from yoo again soon. Yoo have been in my thoughts since day one. GET BETTER!
Another thing before I go yoo may be interested in knowing. I have found comfort thoughout this whole mess in knowing that I was able to tell yoo I loved yoo. Which is true. I love yoo the same way I love my other friends I have here in Colorado. My love for my friends will NEVER EVER die, no matter whut may try n stand in the way. There are a few people here in Colorado that I feel I will be friends fora lifetime. I must add that yoo are inculded
here. I really hope to remain friends w/yoo forever.
{{{MASSIVE huggles n Kissies planted all over yoo}}}
MUCH love,
Karin.
ive been visiting this post since all this happened. im happy to see the progress 
) turns out I was right! woohoo
Thats wonderful. Thanks for the update.
