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ever think how long your gonna abuse drugs?

i'm gonna quit and start listening more to jesus, instead of evil drugs...
 
Wow, I wasn't expecting some of the responses I saw...

Anyway, hopefully this will be the last summer I ever do any drug for the rest my life. It'll be the last time I buy some to be more specific I guess....

I dunno, I'm really getting over this whole lifestyle though. I just keep asking myslef "Why?"
 
I don't know if I'll ever stop using completely, can't see it happening though at this point, just too much fun to be had.
 
Never thought about it.

Although me and my friends have discussed what we'll be like in 50 years time. A completely different generation to the ones that went before us, I'm guessing.
 
Probably drink for the rest of my life.... hopefully not as heavy because I probably won't be able to maintain if I do. As for everything else who know
 
I might not continue to use all the drugs that I have used, but I can definitely say that opiates/opioids are some substances that I will always use. I love them too much to even think about giving up on them.

It is kinda like being in love with a girl. I will stay with her as long as she treats me right, and Heroin always has. ...lol
 
Im still pretty damn young, but my drug use has already taken a really negative toll on my life...Ive cut back and I only hope that i wont be a user for the rest of my life. Although I doubt ill ever stop smoking/drinking
 
With a carreer under my belt soon followed by my own place I see my use actually increasing as time goes on.
 
SWIM is ~23, about to grad from college and has been saying they're going to quit all substances for at least 5 years. But SWIM continues to use and add new substances to their repertoire. I think SWIM will quit when they are not able to carry on a "functional existence". Or when SWIM has children. But maybe SWIM was born to use, who knows, who's to say?
 
I can't really see myself using drugs when I am 40 or so but then again I can't really see myself doing anything much at 40. Not because I am a waster or I am going to top myself but it is just literally a lifetime away for me at the moment. I am 18 and my life is about to change drastically as I leave for university soon so I really cannot imagine my later life. I do hope that my life is not controlled by drugs when I am older though and I am quite confident it won't be.
 
Well, at one point not very long ago at all I was with most of the responses in this thread. However, that was before I'd spent any time sober. Now that I've got 11 days (I know it's not much) of complete sobriety under my belt I view things a little differently. It's been shitty, but I was kind of out of control and forced to. I'm in an outpatient rehab program for xanax and oxycontin abuse mainly. My parents forced me to go (every day for 6 weeks) after I seizured, took a hospital visit, then detox, inpatient, etc.. to be able to live under their roof, which I need right now. It's mandatory to go to 2 NA meetings a week and the program does random drug testing. If I fail I get kicked out of the program and my house.

Eleven days is the longest I've gone in 5 years. All of this shit will really fuck with your brain chemistry after this long, but I'm sure you all are aware. I'm not saying I'm quitting everything, but after I get out of the progam I'm only going to attempt to only smoke bud on weekends and use the occasional psychedelic. I'm still undecided about the pharmies. I should probably stay off them completely considering I'm an addict, but if I'm ever comfortable with my ability to moderate, then we'll see. Certainly not soon, unless I relapse, in which case nobody here will know. I probably won't be able to post about it before I get kicked out.

Anyways, I know it's really fuckin hard, but I suggest everyone spend at least five days or so completely clean if you've used every day for an extended period of time. I've learned a lot about myself in the past week or so that I didn't even know. Not because of the program or NA or any of that shit, but just because I'm not fucked up and have had time to clean out my system, get a clear head, and do a bit of thinking. For a long time I haven't even really known myself, who I am. When I start using again I'm definitely going to moderate much more than I was before, for myself. I need a little bit better grip on reality and kind of enjoy learning things about me that I haven't known because I've been to fucked up and cloudy headed to notice for the past 5 years. Now, ciggarettes are another thing. I never really smoked ciggarettes, but after smoking herb daily for this long I feel the need to be smoking something. I'll eventually stop, but I'm not even going to try right now.

Anyways, I'm done ranting.
 
yes i have thought about it, i figured i'll most likely smoke sweet sweet homegrown untill my apt. gets raided or until it becomes boring. might also continue recreational opiate use if will power does not increase.
 
never realy abused drugs and when I take them I seem to look after my well being tighter than when I am running around straight edging my way through multiple na girls bedrooms.
 
Ill drink and smoke weed for the rest of my life, my use of psychedelics is already dwindling, i think ill get them out of my system by my mid-20's, maybe ill trip a couple times much later in life.
 
"I cant imagine a world without gettin high."

Neither can I :\

Drugs give me something to do and enjoy and without them I feel my life would be unbarable.
 
I've thought about it often and I still have no idea :\

I'm definately more of a "user" than an "abuser" tho :D
 
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