Tunnelfission
Bluelighter
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- Nov 25, 2009
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Two different "entities" in one night, I really wasnt head on into believeing anything trying to remain skeptical,
I eat a meager dose (comparatively) of psilocybe mushrooms, (2.5 grams at best) and was meditating out at the my cabin when listening to my inner dialouge for an hour or so I hear this great male... elder...
"do you want to take a trip into your suconsious?"....
i paused....
"yes...!"
for the next 4 hours I was wandering my cabin town and each area was symbolic of an era of time that I had experienced in the previous year, and it told me of my actions effects part by part until I came to the park gateway , also matching the time the time that it was currently... like i was re-experiencing the last year so finally it caught up to the NOW and i just... cried... cried for everything I was holding in and all the sadness I had felt that year after losing a girlfriend. I was being very anal and holding it all in.
a large whole bodied... echoing voice led me through the trip I coulkd hear his breathing, his suprise.... im not claiming to know much about it but ... well there was a second
I would just say these ones were different, as i was lying in bed trying to sleep from that night I heard two voices.... very digital in nature chattering back and forth with different ululating bleep da loodiboodiboops
there were at least two discussing about me... i could only derive context but not content
i was somewhat anxious at this point and felt lime I was getting deeper into the nature of reality, but it scared me deeply because it felt very digital! my vision was more fractal than normal. i... hologram...? god anything similar out there?
I eat a meager dose (comparatively) of psilocybe mushrooms, (2.5 grams at best) and was meditating out at the my cabin when listening to my inner dialouge for an hour or so I hear this great male... elder...
"do you want to take a trip into your suconsious?"....
i paused....
"yes...!"
for the next 4 hours I was wandering my cabin town and each area was symbolic of an era of time that I had experienced in the previous year, and it told me of my actions effects part by part until I came to the park gateway , also matching the time the time that it was currently... like i was re-experiencing the last year so finally it caught up to the NOW and i just... cried... cried for everything I was holding in and all the sadness I had felt that year after losing a girlfriend. I was being very anal and holding it all in.
a large whole bodied... echoing voice led me through the trip I coulkd hear his breathing, his suprise.... im not claiming to know much about it but ... well there was a second
I would just say these ones were different, as i was lying in bed trying to sleep from that night I heard two voices.... very digital in nature chattering back and forth with different ululating bleep da loodiboodiboops
there were at least two discussing about me... i could only derive context but not content
i was somewhat anxious at this point and felt lime I was getting deeper into the nature of reality, but it scared me deeply because it felt very digital! my vision was more fractal than normal. i... hologram...? god anything similar out there?