I was just explaining last night how, to me, my life is like reading a very engrossing book. Hanging on every detail, being completely immersed, completely entertained in how it develops. I don't care what it's accomplishing, I don't care how it ends; frankly I will be quite disappointed when it ends. I am simply enjoying the process, enjoying the fluidity, enjoying the narrative style of the writer. I am in his head...and his head is beautiful.thedeadlywar said:Well, sometimes I get the feeling it's all just a big dream, It doesn't seem real. Also sometimes it seems pointless sense were all going to die anyways, although I'm not into religion, I'm just saying, it seems as if it is sometimes. Although it's not a reason to stop living, just pointing it out. peace.
I've entertained similar thoughts before. Similar, but not identical. I've sat here thinking: what if I just zone out one day and realize I've been living some elaborate fantasy life? What if I zap back to this mind-boggling hit of 5-MEO-DMT I took a year and a half ago, and everything I believed happened since then was simply an illusion? I would be so heartbroken. I would learn so much from the experience, as I've evolved exponentially since first having it...but my resolve, my patience...good god, it would be fucking smashed. Did you ever see the movie 1408? I would never, ever recover from this. I know it.France said:Wouldn't be great if death was the come down from some short acting drug like DMT in the REAL world?
thedeadlywar said:Well, sometimes I get the feeling it's all just a big dream, It doesn't seem real. Also sometimes it seems pointless sense were all going to die anyways, although I'm not into religion, I'm just saying, it seems as if it is sometimes. Although it's not a reason to stop living, just pointing it out. peace.

I find a bowl of ice cream very useful to revisit my childhood days sometimesnbsp said:It's like dismissing a bowl of ice cream as an inefficient time-travel device.
freespiritmind said:the entire point is that EVERYTHING permeates EVERYTHING.

Strange.Days said:
fastandbulbous said:An infinite complexity of significance, perhaps?![]()
