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folks, i'm feeling melancholia..that battle: can't live with bein a bga head, scared of being without it. wish i could talk about this with my nearest and dearest. But y'know blah blah blah. happy new year!!
 
That's the problem with gear it can turn you very selfish. Scoring gear has to come first before everything else or you just can't go about yr day if you are withdrawing.
I even had to score on the day of my wifes funeral because I couldn't face being ill. I'm still ashamed that I was even thinking of scoring that day when all my thoughts should have been about the funeral. But I was too scared to face the funeral while in withdrawal.
No reason why yr mate can't make some payments to you though if he is a tattooist cos they must make good money as tattoos aren't cheap at all.
Sorry you lost your mate to heroin. A lot of heroin addicts myself included lost a lot of friends when heroin took over my life.
Now I've got go try and somehow rebuild those friendships if they even want to give me another chance again.
 
I'd think about going to his mother if I was you, I dont think it will achieve anything other than upset a old lady. Your mate will just have another hit and forget about it, maybe tell the lady some lies and after a few days nothing will have been achieved with regards to getting your money or your mate back. I am saying this bacause a similar situation happened to me, except it was me who was owed the money and a tosser of a lad told my mother I was on the gear. The lad was condemed by everyone, both non users and users alike and he now has no mates in our town. He no longer lives in our town and is considered a grass.

I know during the heat of things and when the red mist comes down we do a lot of daft things, but upseting someone who is totally innocent aint the way to go.

Just my 2 cents..........
 
cheers folks. i'm feeling really bad and bored about my use. i've had the worst christmas . haven't seen anyone, or phoned friends and family cos i'm so wrapped up in my smack bubble constantly working just to buy gear. i could go on and on and on and on.....
 
One time, a flatmate of my then girlfriend stole 3 months rent money and spent it on a holiday to the Seychelles. On her return, she called the girl's mother to explain her daughter was living with a drug addict and she didn't want to see her blow the cash on heroin. Made no sense in terms of her theft, for which she was still roundly condemned but caused no end of trouble for the poor chick and mademe feel rotten for giving the bitch the excuse.

Heroin can make you go far too easy on yourself and at the same time beat yourself up needlessly. Wherever there's stigma and prejudice, there's an excuse for bad behaviour. If you're dishonest on dope, it's because you've dishonesty issues; the dope life just provides one of the adverse circumstances in which latent tendencies will show. Again, if taking dope is making you unhappy, take the time out to kick or reduce yourdosage; but first make sure you're not hanging your hat on a convenient but wrong peg.
 
On another occasion, a friend stayed beside her boyfriend's hospice bed practically every minute of his last seven days. Three hours before he died, his sister, who he hadn't seen in 15 years, turned up with her husband. The inevitable finally happened and my friend went with a nurse to sign the necessary papers and tidy herself up.On her return, she found the dead man's wallet and the unspent £50 she'd earlier given him for toiletries, was missing. The sister admitted taking it. " We're not allowing his money to go on drugs, " she explained.

Both these stories, phone-split over over two posts, tell of occasions where non drug users excused thefts on the grounds of drugs. Thieving junkies come in all shapes and sizes. Folk should be judged by their actions; what they may or may not take is quite irrelevant.
 
charlie clean said:
One time, a flatmate of my then girlfriend stole 3 months rent money and spent it on a holiday to the Seychelles. On her return, she called the girl's mother to explain her daughter was living with a drug addict and she didn't want to see her blow the cash on heroin. Made no sense in terms of her theft, for which she was still roundly condemned but caused no end of trouble for the poor chick and mademe feel rotten for giving the bitch the excuse.

Heroin can make you go far too easy on yourself and at the same time beat yourself up needlessly. Wherever there's stigma and prejudice, there's an excuse for bad behaviour. If you're dishonest on dope, it's because you've dishonesty issues; the dope life just provides one of the adverse circumstances in which latent tendencies will show. Again, if taking dope is making you unhappy, take the time out to kick or reduce yourdosage; but first make sure you're not hanging your hat on a convenient but wrong peg.
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On her return I would have chained her to the bed, ball gag inserted and whored her out for three months. Then fucked off on holiday with the proceeds. Upon my return tell the girl's mother that she had secummed to becoming a prostitute to make ends meet.
 
If only I'd thought of that! I'd probably be eligible for parole soon. No, she was bad, not retarded, and had the sense to go straight from the airport to a new home 300 miles away. Nice image, though.

On the subject of parole, welcome back to TheBigMan, home today. Nothing like a quiet evening in after your first day out, eh? May 2013 be kinder to you and Caza both and for drug war victims everywhere.
 
Well it's 10:30pm , I'm sitting in my bedroom folks downstairs doing their thing whilst I'm smoking a nice 8th of the best thats been about for ages . A bottle of DISARRONO to get through whilst watching re-runs of that famous night in Istanbul 2005 !
Could it get any better ?
HAPPY NEW YEAR to all who use this thread for whatever reason.
Welcome home Strungout2010 & The Big Man , raise a glass to KKat .

Kind Regards,
Loiuexv1
 
let hope 2013 year will be alot better for us regarding alot of improved purity gear cos i know for a fact that in the last 2 years in ireland that only 13%purity of heroin has not changed since the drought stopped so i geniunely believe if its going to sta that way for the new year then heroin market will never recover fully and it will be the end of it my friend.
 
Happy New Year to you all!!! :) Hope yous had a good one! <3 I haven't been on Bluelight since before xmas, I've had a fairly quite time, nothing exciting my end!

Hi Irishguy! :) Yeah I agree with you! The gear in Dublin isn't anywhere near as good as the gear we were getting before the drought. I've scored plenty of bash in the last two years! :( The gear has improved in the last few months, but its still fairly weak! Where did you hear that the gear in Ireland is 13% purity? Yeah I agree, 13% sounds about right to me, and some batches are even weaker! I can't see the gear in Dublin/Ireland ever going back to how it was coz too many people are happy to buy the bash!

The best gear that I've scored in the last 2 years was stuff that I got a week before xmas in South Dublin, it actually got me stoned!!!! 8o BUT it was expensive and the bags were tiny! The guy wasn't selling weight so I had to buy a load of small bags, it cost a fortune to buy it that way! But I was delighted that there was a bit of strength in the gear, for the first time in two years I could taste heroin in the heroin & I got stoned!!! So I went back to the guy a few days later & I scored a load more bags to get me over the xmas, BUT the gear had been cut right down :( What ever he'd cut it with was very harsh on the lungs (I smoke gear) I was choking up black stuff for days after! I was well pissed off that the first bit of decent gear in Dublin had been cut down & ruined! What a waste!

I scored again to-night & its the same cut down gear. The gear has improved a lot in the last 6 months, but its still a long way off what it used to be before the drought! After to-night I'm not gonna bother scoring for a while, I'm gonna stick to my methadone. The heroin scene in Dublin is dead! What does my head in most is the amount of people saying that the gear is good! Yes the gear "looks" good and when you burn it on foil it runs perfect leaving lovely traces on the foil. Everything about the gear "looks" 100% perfect! BUT it doesn't taste like gear and it doesn't get ya stoned! At this stage I don't think things will ever go back to the way that they were.....

What part of Ireland do you live in Irishguy? Welcome to Bluelight! :)
 
HAPPY NEW YEAR l had a great day yesterday had to wait till 7 at night afore a seen the bigman because he spent the full day out and about treating our son :) then we had a good night together. didnt get a result brown wise it was alot of fkn about and got weight off a guy,which was shit so it was a let down for the bigman but their is defo good stuff out their so will no doubt we will look about at the end of the week..


pontifix am all for karma you reep what you sow,l treat people how a like to be treated show respect and you get it back...l do understand what thattoh means by telling this guy mum his poor mum will have her world ripped apart when she finds out her sons a smack head. but wouldnt be suprised if she already has her suspicions about her son he sounds like a right cxxt
 
HAPPY NEW YEAR ,2 all you guys , thanks for the good wishes louie brother, pontifex hope you resolve the shit with your pal,been in situations like this that have hurt/upset me deeply, And welcome home Bigman, all the best mate. nearly forgot you Spun,your the last person id expect to slip up, happens to us all though brother,take care.
still getting this shit hot gear,picked up a 1/8 this morning,and im fucking smashed,this post taken a hour ,its deffo as good as anything from before the drought ,with so many good write ups things do seem to be on the up at last.
so lets hope everyone has a good 2K13, ALL THE BEST.
 
Happy new year to all on the heroin thread, new year is a good time to make a fresh start on old habits..:. (I heard that on the radio and thought of us all).
 
pontifex01 said:
Oh I know, I wouldn't drop the bomb on the poor woman unless I knew that she already practically knows, but is just in severe denial. He lives across the street from his smack-head uncle, spends all his free time at his uncle's place, and was wearing long sleeves in August (and I'm talking about the south of Italy - 40°C). I'm talking about a woman who's had a heroin addict for a brother for 20 years, she knows the signs when she sees them.Trust me, she won't be surprised. I just hope it doesn't have to come to that. But if it does I'm not going to flinch for a second.

He's an idiot for getting sucked into it in the first place. Don't get me wrong, I don't judge addicts, and if I did I'd be a hypocritical prick, but he gave me so much stick for two years while I was chipping on opium, telling me I was an idiot and had to be careful, acting all disgusted and superior whenever I was in withdrawals, and the instant he tried smack he got hooked immediately. Two years later the tables are completely turned. Bah.
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You're judging & feeling let down by a heroin addict? You should know better ;) Your wedding sounded like a bit of a car crash waiting to happen to be honest.

Dont bring your mates heroin related shit to his poor mothers door, denial or not. She'll have suffered enough, she doesn't deserve it. He's your mate, suck it up.
 
Heroin has quite a short persistence in the body. It can be out of your system in as little as 24 hours, if you only used a small amount from clean. It should be undetectable after 72 hours from the last use, unless you have a particularly slow metabolism.

A whole week sounds like plenty of time to get rid of it. If you don't use any more gear in the meantime, you should test clean by Friday.

By the way, drug testing kits are readily available from The Usual Place, and at reasonable prices. It might be worth buying a few and testing yourself every day for a few days after you use, to get a sense of how long you continue to test positive.
 
Cornishman said:
You control the drug, don't let the drug control you. - Gandhi
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well thats a facinating theory but we are talking reality here heroin.
Have you mastered heroin and are in control of it? Cos its sent hundreds stronger mentally than you or me to their graves or consigned to a life of misery or opiate dependance best case scenario.thats not control thats dependance and addiction.
I love heroin but once you know and get to love that feeling its very hard to forget about it and leave it alone
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badandwicked said:
You're judging & feeling let down by a heroin addict? You should know better ;) Your wedding sounded like a bit of a car crash waiting to happen to be honest.

Dont bring your mates heroin related shit to his poor mothers door, denial or not. She'll have suffered enough, she doesn't deserve it. He's your mate, suck it up.
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+1 Ponty.

2 wrongs don't make a right.
You'll just be adding fuel to a fire and making a shitty situation even shitter. :(

Sorry to hear you've been let down btw.
 
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