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Bluelighter
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Hi everyone. After suffering severe stress these last days due to the constant fear that eventually the day will come when I will not be able to get my dose and I am going to suffer withdrawals (mind you I have never crossed 15 hours without heroin, and the WDs were already so bad that the thought I might go days without H makes me actually consider suicide) I decided I am going to get on methadone for maintenance (since I have been informed that methadone treatment is an option in the Netherlands where I live)
For those who are / have been on methadone I have a few questions (please answer any one of them you want, of course no need to answer all):
1) What should I expect in terms of a "high"? Obviously I am not expecting any rush, but will methadone, in the appropriate equivalent dose (I currently smoke 3g a day of unknown purity heroin, certainly less than 50% if not much much less), give the same feeling of content and safety that heroin gives me? How does methadone feel in general?
2) Do I need to go through withdrawals intentionally before starting methadone (like with suboxone)? Or can I jump straight on it?
3) Do methadone clinics in general accept someone who wants to use this as maintenance rather than someone who wants to quit? I am in phase in life of severe stress and non existent support from other humans, so right now I don't want to taper, I just want to use enough to not have WDs and just have this feeling of content H gives me. Is this generally considered acceptable with methadone treatment, or in most cases you are forced to taper down to 0mg as fast as possible?
4) Is there any reason why I should consider suboxone instead of methadone?
5) Does methadone cause any long term problems other than what heroin causes? Ideally I would stay on maintenance for the next 5 years until I can put my life in place, and then of course I want to eventually quit opiates. I have been told methadone can drop my testosterone to very low levels. Any other things I should be concerned with?
6) Am I going to suffer some WDs when I am switching from heroin to methadone, or is methadone powerful to not suffer this?
Thank you everybody for your help. If there is anything else I need to know about methadone that I did not ask about, please let me know
For those who are / have been on methadone I have a few questions (please answer any one of them you want, of course no need to answer all):
1) What should I expect in terms of a "high"? Obviously I am not expecting any rush, but will methadone, in the appropriate equivalent dose (I currently smoke 3g a day of unknown purity heroin, certainly less than 50% if not much much less), give the same feeling of content and safety that heroin gives me? How does methadone feel in general?
2) Do I need to go through withdrawals intentionally before starting methadone (like with suboxone)? Or can I jump straight on it?
3) Do methadone clinics in general accept someone who wants to use this as maintenance rather than someone who wants to quit? I am in phase in life of severe stress and non existent support from other humans, so right now I don't want to taper, I just want to use enough to not have WDs and just have this feeling of content H gives me. Is this generally considered acceptable with methadone treatment, or in most cases you are forced to taper down to 0mg as fast as possible?
4) Is there any reason why I should consider suboxone instead of methadone?
5) Does methadone cause any long term problems other than what heroin causes? Ideally I would stay on maintenance for the next 5 years until I can put my life in place, and then of course I want to eventually quit opiates. I have been told methadone can drop my testosterone to very low levels. Any other things I should be concerned with?
6) Am I going to suffer some WDs when I am switching from heroin to methadone, or is methadone powerful to not suffer this?
Thank you everybody for your help. If there is anything else I need to know about methadone that I did not ask about, please let me know
