Shambles I'm so sorry to hear about your brother. I can't imagine what it must have been like to see him go through that. I don't really know what to say other than wherever he is now, I'm sure he's happier. I don't believe in any kind of afterlife but I
know that the people I've lost are in a better place somehow.
As it transpires, Pagey reveals it wasn't God or a force above that saved her.... It's more of a "parallel world type thingy".
And now I'm more confused than you
Yeah kay sorry I was very unclear earlier, I was in a bit of a rush. Let me try to explain myself a bit better -
Basically I believe that there is another world that we live in conjunction to. This world would be inhabited by spirit/demon-type creatures. I really hate using those words as they don't grasp the concept at all, but well it's exactly that, a concept, so I wouldn't know how else to explain it. Occasionally there are cross-overs between the two worlds...I'm sure you can guess the sort of thing I'm referring to, although I don't by any means believe all of it.
I don't know if you're familiar with the work of Aleister Crowley but that's basically a good summary of what I believe in. Well, not all the fucked up human sacrifice stuff, but I particularly admire what he says about all of us having a sort of innate potential that we're meant to fulfill. That's the easiest way to summarise what I meant earlier on. So basically I do believe there are forces out there beyond our power and understanding, they just don't come anywhere near a conventional description of 'God'.
I'm not saying I believe in the 'supernatural' or whatever as I think that's a very simplistic way to put it. I guess lots of people would kind of scoff at me for what I did describe but eh. That's what I believe in and it's helped me live my life better so far.