Wanted to share some thoughts on M with you - good people here on Bluelight.
I’m completely sober as I’m writing this, just in case:D
After trying Mephedrone for the third time (this time 250 bomb + 100 + 100 + 100 lines for redosing), I understood why I probably like it more than MDMA, which was my favourite substance.
It was a music festival in the beautiful nature, perfect spot to enjoy both music, dancing and communication with people.
First, while MDMA magically transforms your world and makes it full of love, you realize, even while you’re on it, that it’s a drug. You enjoy hugging, kissing and talking to people, making revelations and feeling that everloving energy within you. But still, it takes you to that place and then, after 4 hours, you're back. Feeling tired, hollow, and remembering only tiny part of what you were talking about during the roll. With Mephedrone, everything is kinda closer to our reality, and come up and comedown are both smoother, giving a feel that everything was almost like without a substance, but better. And yeah, I remember conversations better.
Second, I felt like the self that my teenage self hoped I would be. Not in a sense of "my superheroic, dream edition", not dramatically different, but better, sharper, and more open and communicative.
I constantly got a feeling that I'm choosing the best possible word, joke and topic to talk about with people (ranging from my wife to completely random people). Not counting friends and acquaintances, during the night (and morning) I approached and talked to 5 complete stranger people, including a beautiful girl whom I noticed and approached instantly, with a good opening line and enjoyable dialogue afterwards. My wife joined us afterwards and it felt like a first (yet unrealized by her) step of tandem hunting, something that I want us to start experimenting with.
And satisfaction from myself, from every word, and confidence, they just added to the euphoria from the substance.
Third, while desire to redose can be dangerous (and the other thread here on bluelight is called “Mephedrone: The fourth redose” for a reason), it's a good option to have :D I mean, with MDMA you roll like 4-5 hours and it's gone. With mephedrone, you can last for 7-8 hours, not damaging yourself that much. 7-8 hours is enough to feel that the night was long, complete and wonderful.
P.S. Stim dick is the only downside, keeping this away from being 10/10. People who don't have it, appreciate your luck.
P.P.S. Took 25mg 2CB pill along with second redose. Felt NOTHING. Maybe it somehow added to the duration, but I only felt mephedrone and nothing, absolutely nothing from 2CB. As if I didn’t have enough controversies with that substance .
P.P.P.S. I’m against marathons and using this every weekend though. It should be respected to keep being so rewarding.
