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EADD Heroin Discussion Nininininineteen [19] (I wasn't really sure what was going on)

Ha, yeah, that shit. All charges dropped. Only after they had me up in court and I went Not Guilty though. Made the bastards prove it and they realised they couldn't. They'd have had me plead guilty and taken the conviction though, fucking cunts. Got all my shit back, the lot. No compo as yet tho. If I fuck up then I get fined, when they fuck up ur just told ur lucky ur getting let off! Bastards.

The drought is still here! It started because of the poppy fungus blight (which mysteriously never made another appearance) but ever since it's been record bumper crops...where the fuck is it all going? Not here.
 
I think this will be the summer of major upturn in quality, I only say this as every time I have quit it gets good. There was a new local link whom was picking up from Bristol and doing 0.2 for £10 and its very good kit. Half a bag is enough for a full nod (smoked) and it even breaks through 1mg subby easy. Its def not fent before anyone suggests either as its the real deal. Anyway did a week run which ended up in baiting myself up beyond belief and being chased by the wop wops at high speed down a country lane then being taken away for a strip search. The dog kept clearly sitting in the passenger seat as if there was a big bag of drugs hidden in the dash or something. Anyway they found nothing and let me on the way (thank you god and fuck you dog) I take that as a warning message and will take check trust. Anyway point being the link was just the standard oz a time low level bag shotta so if he can get kit of that quality its got to be a good sign? Anyway I am off to the chemist, all this opiate talk is hurting my legs and making my right hand itch so time for subby before I make a bad choice....
 
mydrugbuddy said:
How did your monday to friday with no bupe go ? Did you get anything sorted, or just had to endure it ?
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If you had a week with nothing,you would be better off just gritting your teeth and doing the rattle.Can't be much worse than a week with nothing
 
mydrugbuddy said:
How did your monday to friday with no bupe go ? Did you get anything sorted, or just had to endure it ?
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Alreet shagg- In the end I was left without a script for 3 days which started my most recent run of use, if I would of jumped straight back on my script when it was next due the police chase would of never happened. Glad it did though as that put a end to that little opiate run. Bit cuntish timing though as I can get the best stuff I have seen in a good few years yet playing the whole drug test am I clean in time game is not for me and I cant have a dirty record plus it spirals out of control real quick and I am kidding myself if I 'chip'. When you have had a proper full on habbit it tends to return real fast and I have put to much work in to go back down that path. Its always 'one last time' with that stuff and 1000 times is never enough and just the once is one time too many.
 
hooks said:
Well I think I've scored about 5 times this year and things are still pretty fucking dire for me. I could STILL smoke a ton of the gear going around and I would not get a gouch. I've forgotten what it's like and that's the reason I started using in the first place, cos of the effect it had on me. The drugs simply don't work <cue Blondin saying he is STILL getting 10/10>.

During the drought the gear was REALLY shit, now it's just shit. There are a lot of people I know who are scoring really bad gear every day and supporting dealers who are selling the really bad gear. I think a lot of them do it through habit. They'll go shopping and spend loads of money and really bad crack (which doesn't even get you high) and really bad gear (that stops you rattling for an hour or two).
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EZ Hooks, good to see you on here, lost all my log in details so I had to change my name
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Things went ok in Wolves for about 6 months, since august about 75% of the gear was pretty good, even managed to get a good christmas out of it all, last 2 -3 weeks its started to go downhill again so due to that and other things Ive finally caved in and got a script

Fuckin overslept and missed the chemist yesterday didnt I, on daily supervised so i havnt been able to have any glug yesterday or today so temporarily back to the shit kit until the chemist reopens tomorrow
 
steewith2ees said:
EZ Hooks, good to see you on here, lost all my log in details so I had to change my name
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Things went ok in Wolves for about 6 months, since august about 75% of the gear was pretty good, even managed to get a good christmas out of it all, last 2 -3 weeks its started to go downhill again so due to that and other things Ive finally caved in and got a script

Fuckin overslept and missed the chemist yesterday didnt I, on daily supervised so i havnt been able to have any glug yesterday or today so temporarily back to the shit kit until the chemist reopens tomorrow
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my gear has been coming from wolves-through a friend so I don't know the source yet
but it is the strongest I had in many years-spent hours puking the other night after just 1 and a half bags
not me at all
 
Now getting the same for a quite a few weeks prob 7/10 but only 60 a tenth can get uncut 'rocket fuel but its stupid money just shy of 500 a q. But the hacknet gear is good enough .2 will get me a gouch so cant complain and its alwys the same gear tho' it is a hackney teenth i.e. 1.5 lol.
Had a week or soo off so did a rapid detox , started on 60mg today on 10mg - they shoud offer this at the drug services as if no meth in your system its a piece of piss to come off.
 
completely off topic but want to ask a question
been watching some stuff about 'shadow people'
it is reckoned that 30% of people may experience this
it's kinda sleep paralysis but with a hallucination/vision,that there is an old woman sitting on your chest and possibly a tall man helping her to hold you down and choke you
people who experience this do not believe it is sleep paralysis
as many as 30% of the population....does anyone else have any similar experiences?
just don't know who else to ask
 
I think folk who stay up for days on end after doing MDPV or amphetamines experience seeing these 'shadow people' from what I've read in the relevant threads.
 
The 'Shadow People' referred to by folk suffering from stim psychosis generally aren't of the type KK is referring to afaik. I know when I use the term I'm basically meaning phantoms - "people" who exist only in the mind of an extreme paranoiac. They're not "people" that you ever actually see cos they don't exist.

I have had incidents of sleep paralysis - sometimes triggered by use of certain drugs (GBL is a regular offender, tail end of extended stim sessions is another trigger) but sometimes with no drugs or obvious cause. It's a genuinely terrifying experience and I can quite understand how various myths sprung up over the centuries to go alongside such incidents. Sometimes I've hallucinated whilst experiencing sleep paralysis but not always and the hallucinations take various forms. Mostly for me they exist in the mind's eye (largely cos I can't actually open my eyes due to... well... paralysis) and the two main forms they take on are of giant rats or of somewhat generic demonic or ghostly apparitions. In the former case there is always accompanying pain which is interpreted as these giant rats nibbling at various body parts. It really is extremely painful and unpleasant. I can feel the weight of their bodies and movements quite distinctly at the time. It really is uncanny.

I've never had the classic hypnagogic hallucinations generally referred to as incubus and succubus. Although I suppose the one I think of as "generic demon-ghost" would probably fit many descriptions of an incubus (aside from the sexual connotations which I don't recall ever experiencing). The sensation of having a great weight on your chest is also very distinctive and if combined with suitable hallucinations would very easily be interpreted in the ways it has been for centuries. I get the chest sensation every time I experience sleep paralysis but it doesn't always come with hallucinations - certainly not clear and distinctive ones - so have never interpreted that way myself. The sensation of great weight is very common though and isn't restricted to the chest - I've had it on just about any area of the body you can think of at various times.

It's truly a terrifying experience and does feel utterly real so I totally understand why people could believe it to be a genuinely paranormal event even if they're not generally believers in such things. It's hard to disbelieve an experience that's so very physical and real. Personally I don't believe there is anything paranormal going on as it is a common, well-documented and recognised condition. The fact that the details are so common amongst sufferers the world over does suggest to me that it is simply a case of mind and body conspiring to play tricks on you. I guess I could also turn that around and see the similarities as evidence of it truly being an external force and wouldn't blame a person if they did think that way cos it is a deeply disturbing experience at times and feels as real as anything that happens in waking life. The mind is a very powerful thing and the way it decides to interpret events is hard to argue against cos you're essentially arguing with your own perception. I do tend to favour the modern scientific interpretation of sleep paralysis but if that 30% happen to turn out to be correct I wouldn't be a quite as shocked as I would have been if I'd never experienced it myself. It's a very spooky thing.

There's an existing EADD thread on the topic of sleep paralysis if you're interested.
 
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...incubus and succubi are the ancient myths who siyt on your chest and suck your breath away during s.p - i use yto get it when i ws caining mdma quite often sometimes with hallucinations some times not and when i was very young. I had to concentrate on moving my little finger and it would all become normal.

sorry sham just saw you mentioned the incubus and sucubus
 
Thanks so much for your replies.I know it is off topic so I will not continue with this topic,but I would love for anyone who has seen these things to post.What troubles me is that it has been going on for so long and with many people reporting the same hallucinations(visions).Even back to the middle ages,such things were reported.I completely understand the sleep paralysis theories and I suspect amongst this group(most of us being 'drugged' at bed time)there may be many instances of sleep paralysis.But it is the hallucinations that I am more interested.Some people even refer to seeing the 'shadow people' during the daytime.There is typically the 'old hag' who sits on the chest and the 'hat man'(a tall man)that assists her by restraining limbs.It interests me as so many people report the same visions-mass hysteria???They are reported to be blacker than black,so can be seen even in the dark.It is reported across all lands and ages.I completely understand scepticism as I have never experienced anything like this myself.They are said to feed off negative emotions-so be happy and they won't come.But fear is the negative emotion they are said to feed from,and of course you would be afraid if you saw such a thing.Please do report to us if you have seen any such things.you will not be mocked or judged(on my part anyway).30% seems a large amount of people reporting the same things,but maybe we are not the best cross-section of the population.
anyway,back ON topic.Been getting the best gear in years.only bags but not bad for £15 a go.no weight to be got.But one and a half bags had me puking like I have never puked before on gear,and gouching too!that is very rare for me.Typically,all good things come to an end.My guy got picked up by plod the other day as we were about to score.He is back on now,but I have to go through a 3rd person at present,so have to wait until thursday.That is a real fucker but I guess I just have to wait it out.Can get from others but his is definitely best value for money.Roll on thursday.
 
its a record - 5 days no gear - longest break since the drought 'finished' - mainly has to do with the fact that im broke but with brand spanking new script it isnt such a trial with the exception of the boredom.

As im on supervised being the the bank holiday ive had my biggest take home yet 60mls for tomorrow and the same for monday. Was going to stick it out untill 2morrow night and have both doses at once. I have guzzled 100mls as a single dose before i was scripted - this was a few years ago and my tolerance was well high - im talking 2006 and I was smoking an 8th every three days or so. Will my tolerance see me through tomorrow nights imprompetu glug party or am I playing with fire high doubling the dose in one go. Ive been taking 60ml a day for just under 3 weeks now
 
steewith2ees said:
its a record - 5 days no gear - longest break since the drought 'finished' - mainly has to do with the fact that im broke but with brand spanking new script it isnt such a trial with the exception of the boredom.

As im on supervised being the the bank holiday ive had my biggest take home yet 60mls for tomorrow and the same for monday. Was going to stick it out untill 2morrow night and have both doses at once. I have guzzled 100mls as a single dose before i was scripted - this was a few years ago and my tolerance was well high - im talking 2006 and I was smoking an 8th every three days or so. Will my tolerance see me through tomorrow nights imprompetu glug party or am I playing with fire high doubling the dose in one go. Ive been taking 60ml a day for just under 3 weeks now
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Before i was locked up,I would often take large doses of meth and got a real heavy gouch off it-not bad imo.
While I was waiting outside the court,I took 500ml meth along with 8000mg seroquel,for the simple reason that I didn't know how long it would be before I got my meds once inside.Definitely helped with the long drive to prison from the court-had to stop at several other jails to drop the fellas off.I am told that when I came in I was classified as 'over sedated' and kept in healthcare unit and the nurse later told me i was completely incoherent.Not surprised but it made the whole process bearable.
 
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