EADD Heroin Discussion Nininininineteen [19] (I wasn't really sure what was going on)

[opiaterock]

Woah.. don't know how much truth is in this article but Hitler had some tolerance if it's true...

http://redroom.com/member/frank-san...ng-nazi-war-criminal-drug-addict-transvestite


A few years ago Amazon.com hosted an on-line debate with a question: “Who was history’s worst drug offender?” One posted reply named Hermann Göring, to which I riposted:

“Göring was ‘only’ addicted to morphine. His boss, Adolf Hitler, consumed a pharmacy’s worth of drugs every day.

The Fuehrer’s drug consumption makes Göring’s seem moderate by comparison.

Three to four time per day, Hitler received injections of dangerous drugs and bizarre substances from his personal physician, Dr. Theodor Morell.

The doctor’s hypodermic contained amphetamines, methamphetamine, cocaine, steroids (Hitler’s volcanic temper may have been due to “roid rage”), morphine, and barbiturates (the fatal drugs of choice of Marilyn Monroe and Judy Garland), animal placentas and cardiac muscles, the livers and testicles of bulls, and the feces of Bulgarian peasants.

We know the contents of Hitler’s injections because Morell kept a detailed diary that hasn’t been translated into English until now. The doctor’s diary has credibility because he never intended it to be published.

Some medical historians attribute Hitler’s physical and mental deterioration during the war to the debilitating effects of the concoction Morell unintentionally poisoned Hitler with.

 

[opiaterock]

Why would he inject human shit, that must be a satirical website!

 

[opiaterock]

Anyways I'm as high as a kite right now, the H is fairly good again in this part of the world - not 2009/2010 good but getting there. How about the rest of you? Scoring decent kit again?

 

[steewith2ees]

ive had enough. i had an interview with the jobcentre on thursday and they think im in too much of a mess to be at work despite my fullfilling my jobseekers agreement - they want me to sign off and claim esa instead. I dont want to end up on the scrapheap so after 10 years of addiction ive engaged with a drug service. They want to see me on friday with a view to stablising me on buprenophrine followed by a rapid detox and 14 weeks rehab. Ive finnally had to put my hands up and admit i dont have the character to do another CT without help

Kit is far too good by me hence the above planned action. Back to Hitler and Goering if anyones seen 'Downfall' they will see hitler berating goering for being a fat morphine addict. I know its only a film but it was based on eye witnesses and by alot of accounts ol hits was very clean living - its widely known he was a vegetarian but saying that there were signs that he was suffering from a genuine mental illness. If he did use the drugs described above then it could be a chicken / egg scenario

 

[kkattastic]

11 months inside and 11 months at my parents and finally have my own place again
will cost a bomb to move in cos i have to start over but hopefully it will be worth it
just have to cut down the amount i spend on gear
yesterday i managed to buy an 8 ball
first time in ages been able to get anything but bags
good kit but still expensive at 200

 

[wcote]

Least your able to get weight of good kit at not too bad a price (no comparison to pre-drought pricing)

I was offered a half a teenth for 35, and a ten bag for 40 me and a pal split it, I though fuck it why no at least try it...... needless to say I was left disappointed. Later that day got a 10 bag of proper top kit only just over a .1 stuff I normally get with another pal, blasted the fuck out of the cheap stuff. Had a little experiment going to stick with the bags for foreseeable future.

YAY for moving out

 

[Tryptamite]

Was methamphetamine invented by the Japanase around the time of the war aswell Tryptamite?.. That's interesting - also when you buy crystal meth today in the Czech Republic it's still called 'pervitine' as opposed to crystal!... and it's seriously strong if you get the right stuff!!

Yeah methamp was a japanese invention. Not sure about the exact year but sometime shortly before the 20th century suprisingly. As in the 1890s or something.

 

[BlindHelperMonkey]

yes, goering was a morphine addict. a rather larger-than-life figure in every sense of the word - an aristocratic showoff first world war fighter ace - red baron era. one of the original and yet least psychopathic of the party's core membership. ostensibly, he was second in control - attaining, i believe - the rank of chief air marshal in the end. his feud with himmler, the chicken-farmer turned lord of the ss and probably de facto second in command - was legendary





strong heroin west midlands sides. a few people have it now. dangerously stronger than whats been about for a while. feels like it may be a strong opioid cut - seemingly short half life and pins and needles-to-face effect when i.v'd. consistently big rush. its very rare i get either, even with good gear, except at very large doses. effects described are .2 single shot mainlined


.4 was very strong, gouching before finishing shot, etc. extremely rare for me to be affected in such a way - use extreme caution if i.ving new kit, folks

 

[steewith2ees]

yes, goering was a morphine addict. a rather larger-than-life figure in every sense of the word - an aristocratic showoff first world war fighter ace - red baron era. one of the original and yet least psychopathic of the party's core membership. ostensibly, he was second in control - attaining, i believe - the rank of chief air marshal in the end. his feud with himmler, the chicken-farmer turned lord of the ss and probably de facto second in command - was legendary





strong heroin west midlands sides. a few people have it now. dangerously stronger than whats been about for a while. feels like it may be a strong opioid cut - seemingly short half life and pins and needles-to-face effect when i.v'd. consistently big rush. its very rare i get either, even with good gear, except at very large doses. effects described are .2 single shot mainlined


.4 was very strong, gouching before finishing shot, etc. extremely rare for me to be affected in such a way - use extreme caution if i.ving new kit, folks

Seeing as my ah still hasnt arrived i made a raise earlier and got a gram of what has to be the best kit ive had since the drought (it was from wolverhampton BHM which is why i mention it. Reallly light coloured stuff with a flour consistency, doesnt even taste that great but ive been nodding in and out since 2pm. Proper dreamy nods like i havnt had in years - kept thinking i was on the laptop only to come round, do another line and hey presto im thinking im back on the computer again. If anyone comes across this id really think twice about putting it in a pin. Ive had to borrow my dads spex just to write this post - and ive only got through about .3 so far. I know im a worthless junkie that doesnt deserve to be happy but Im sorry, i feel fucking class

 

[wcote]

Your not a worthless junkie, you may be a junkie but that does not mean you are worthless.

Everyone deserves happiness (bar pedos and rapist's)

 

[maxalfie]

Very true Wcote. Just because someone chooses to use heroin in doesn't make them any less of a person.

 

[wcote]

I certainly went through a stage of feeling a bit worthless.

But now I'm quite happy that I use gear, in a way its why I think I'm able to chip.

Why do you think you are worthless? If you don't mind me asking.

 

[5StarSquatHotel]

Mate you wont be 'happy to use gear' when you get a true taste of the fear and you are led in a pile of bodily fluids broke as fuck and crying for your Mum. I know how easy it is to get seduced by gear but nothing can prepare you for what is in store, it's not like anything else and you will regret it for the rest of your life. I am shocked at the attitude some people have towards gear and its no surprise that its mostly those on the honeymoon period. As harsh at it sounds I am quite glad the strength is nothing to what it used to be. If you have had enough of living life and are happy to give smack everything and enter a life long battle with it then its a great drug. Chipping only lasts so long and I have not met a man in the last 14 years who can tame the beast and can honestly say they are happy or glad to be using. TekItEzy man...

I certainly went through a stage of feeling a bit worthless.

But now I'm quite happy that I use gear, in a way its why I think I'm able to chip.

Why do you think you are worthless? If you don't mind me asking.

 

[mydrugbuddy]

This 'worthless' thing sounds like a self esteem issue. That can take a knock if you cant get work, or feel as if you are not doing anything usefull or purposefull. That's kind of where i am now according my key workers etc. I think they are right. They are going on about re-building real confidence, rather than the relatively false confidence that drugs can give you. I think if you habitually rely on them as crutches for your confidence then they can erode and undermine your own innate confidence. Things can be turned around though with belief, and you may need a bit of luck, to 'get a lucky break' whether it be getting a half decent job, and/or a decent girlfriend, or just earning some money. YMMV.

 

[BlindHelperMonkey]

it was from wolverhampton BHM which is why i mention it. Reallly light coloured stuff with a flour consistency, doesnt even taste that great but ive been nodding in and out since 2pm

sounds like the stuff that had appeared and started goin about alongside the dark stuff everywhere recently. i made a post about it;

as i suspected it seems the delineation between the strong light and the weak dark has disappeared into a malaise of the two that holds with a very slight rush upon injection. its great for temptations sake, or lack thereof. is anyone near brum still getting the very light, strong powder..

to reiterate - the light, fluffy type was decent, cooked up clean, nice rush in the pin, n strong initially - but tailed off fairly quickly. the other was what had been around fairly ubiquitously beforehand.. dark, cooked up dirty, no rush, no strength - but held for ages

then fairly predictably, mixes of the two began to appear. i then stopped again n didnt buy any till a couple days back. it was then i realised it had changed. i tried another source - same stuff. few phonecalls indicated it was indeed all about the shop

and it is most definitely different from the others. cooks up clean, but requires almost double amount of acid to loose cloudiness. and though it doesnt seem to quite have the legs of regular heroin - the initial rush and intrinsic strength are both far, far in excess of the light tan type i wrote about above





for those intent on i.v'ing... on the first one just add a bit more water than usual, cook up - make sure its clear not cloudy - and inject slowly, in three or four stages - allowing ten or so seconds for it to hit each time. if it gets too intense - withdraw and put liquid back into pot/spoon for later use. this stuff can and will kill if you get sloppy

 

[pinkpapaver]

just a little comment . I really don't like scoring with other people. I'm a lone wolf bag head. Had a mate turn up wanting me to score for him, I said, can you get 2 you owe me one from last week. Boy he didn't like it and tried to give it the , "it's like that is it, I thought we're friends I never add up what I get you" yeah, coz there's fuck all to ad up. That's one of my last challenges/ wheels I gotta get off is the one where I let people make me feel bad for me wanting my dues. I've done too much scoring and meth giving to people for years. and people get used to it. I've just been reading the alchemist and there's a line says everything has its price or something. Another mate has helped me out the past 2 days, I'd say that he'll have a different no. in his head to me but I'm going to stick with my number. I hate confrontations and arguments over money and generally end up backing down when I know I'm right. It aint happening now coz I'm sick of repeating the same mistakes. one badly repeated mistake at a time I'll change my habits. hoorah!

 

[pinkpapaver]

how risky is it to have a boot in the toilets on a train? did it years ago, but I'd had valium so thought I was invisible.

 

[wcote]

Mate you wont be 'happy to use gear' when you get a true taste of the fear and you are led in a pile of bodily fluids broke as fuck and crying for your Mum. I know how easy it is to get seduced by gear but nothing can prepare you for what is in store, it's not like anything else and you will regret it for the rest of your life. I am shocked at the attitude some people have towards gear and its no surprise that its mostly those on the honeymoon period. As harsh at it sounds I am quite glad the strength is nothing to what it used to be. If you have had enough of living life and are happy to give smack everything and enter a life long battle with it then its a great drug. Chipping only lasts so long and I have not met a man in the last 14 years who can tame the beast and can honestly say they are happy or glad to be using. TekItEzy man...

Don't act like such a know it all. You literally know nothing about me.

So before you go all high and mighty acting like a know it all, ask questions first don't charge in spouting shite.

I know people who are using after 15+ and they are happy to be using, sure its got it shit times EVERYTHING does.

 

[steewith2ees]

I certainly went through a stage of feeling a bit worthless.

But now I'm quite happy that I use gear, in a way its why I think I'm able to chip.

Why do you think you are worthless? If you don't mind me asking.

Ive had 11 years of this now, ruined a nursing career, worked my arse off to get clean and back on my feet and get another good job with a promotion soon after, settled down with the girl of my dreams in a nice little house and then as soon as things started to go wrong I go reaching for the smack like an automaton. During the latest nose dive I also managed to write off my car while high as a kite the morning after a rave last summer. Now im back under my mom and dads feet - in the meantime while living with my girl my mother had become mentally ill in my absense- and with the mess im now in I cant do anything to help get her sorted apart from help my dad babysit her. Now Im back at square one, all my friends have abandoned me despite the fact that Ive bailed alot of them out of scrapes time and time again and never fucked any of them over. Anyone else at my age would have learned some sort of lesson here but Ive sort of given up now im too much of a pussy faced cunt to do another cluck on my own - ive just started claiming jsa and even the jobcenter thinks that im on the wrong benefit, that im unfit for work and that I should apply for esa and prepare to get comfortable on the top of the scrap heap. I look like a tramp, the whole house is a shithole as my mother wont let my dad nor I do any housework as the noise disturbs her television programmes. When Im not trying to contain her frankly immature and sometimes dangerous behaviour Im just locked in my room doing smack to try and block it all out - the only highlights in my life at the mo is the occasional bag of weed I allow myself so I can have the odd weekend session on GTA5 and my 3d tv which is next to useless half the time when your in a semi permanant nod.

I blew it, I put everything into getting it sorted and then I blew it again. Id expect better behaviour from a 5 year old.

 

[steewith2ees]

how risky is it to have a boot in the toilets on a train? did it years ago, but I'd had valium so thought I was invisible.

Dont know i havnt been on a train in ages so I dont know if they have the detectors like on planes.

I had a boot on the Ulysees (irish ferrys boat Holyhead - Dublin)) a few years ago which was a bit silly as the bog was quite big and there was people coming in and out all the time. Nothing was said but i think it was more luck than judgement