pinkpapaver
Bluelighter
I'm so nicely melllowed with weed and gear. Gotta stop being so decadent on a monday :D
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checkin in and checkin out again
Afternoon, hope ya havin a good 'unwe're into the 20s here and it's bloody lovely.
Yeah that's pretty much spot on how I'm trying to be at the moment, it's one my bestest mate has ascribed to for years, and has never understood why I take things so personally and badly but yeah, is basically just 'fuck you got mine but I'm happy to have you around too' sort of thing without being too much of an arse :D Weirdly it's been not drinking/doing drugs much and sorting my life out slowly that's led to the change in attitude, but it's something I've needed to do for a loooooong time.
Sucks to hear about your mate's wife and that, been through it with aforementioned best mate not so long ago. Admittedly we're closer than you and mate's wife but it's still hard to hear stuff like that and hard to know what to do or say, even if you are. Can be kinda good to have similarly mental people to rant to though, in a weird cathartic way.
Shit to hear you know of these Doctors too. They are crap really. Do they help? Nope. Why don't they work when I continue to lie to them? Ringing bells Snolly? Anyway enough of that. More GBL will fine tune my brain. I hasn't failed yet. LOL.
It's amazing tbh . A friend who i just bumped into said i looked well , n that was b4 i told her so i know she wasn't just being nice.
I'll tell you what Snolly it was weird hearing someone say something along the lines of I was on the verge of hurting my children. I told a Doctor. They did nothing. I found that hard to believe tbh. I had to admit there were times after she was born I just wanted to kick my Daughter out of the fucking window. When she was a baby.
Anyway...Shit to hear you know of these Doctors too. They are crap really. Do they help? Nope. Why don't they work when I continue to lie to them? Ringing bells Snolly? Anyway enough of that. More GBL will fine tune my brain. I hasn't failed yet. LOL.
Is it something in the water or are we weirdly intrinsically linked or something. I expected you to say. No Ben nothing like that. Strange. But you summed it up too. Lets tolerate each others inadequacies but do it with our hearts on our sleeves. Spot on Snolly.
Do you remember the cat that I don't like? Turns out he may be mental. Poor thing. Been sharing some time with him and making an effort to implement some of the things mentioned in that article to save the little furry twat from being mental. Poor thing.![]()

Well done Brimz mate, it sounds like you are doing really well and people are obviously noticing the difference in you.
It makes you feel good doesn't it when folk comment on how well you look and they weren't even aware that you have stopped using.



Thank you Max & All of you who have been kind enough to give me a pat on the back & encouragement . It's really %)![]()


