EADD Benzo Discussion V. Waking up in a Wakefield skip

[Bleaney]

Lighthouse keeper sounds like a cool job.although having seen The lighthouse I'm not so sure. Good film though. Would recommend. Anyone want to hazard a guess about what happens at end?

Did the guy go absolutely and irreversibly bat-shit crazy?

I heard or read somehwere that they had to stop making this a one man job, due to the high risk of the solitude driving them crazy over time.. I think there were issues even with teams of 2. I think there's a horror film or book about a team of 2, where one of them dies, and the other goes completely stark staring mad.

Is that the film you're talking about?

I was kind of joking about wanting to do such a job, as although I think I'd be fine for months at a time, I too might become very strange (even more so than usual) in time, if not going bat shit crazy.

I think these things are mostly all automated by now anyway. No humans needed.

But there are jobs like monitoring the wildlife on remote islands, but I think these sort of jobs end up going to married couples, that have some kind of relevant degrees and contacts usually.

 

[Bleaney]

Back to the topic of benzos. Due to the issues there have been with the galenkia rivotril clonaz, I've also been ordering or just been sent substitutions of other less well known brands.

Fortunately they have all tested as good.

I got some Neuraxpharm a while ago, got them tested as good, and just in case there was any dosage variation, I have crushed the whole lot down and mixed them all together in their powder in a container, so the strength should now be consistent.

A whole tablet weighs 118mg, and I am now down to 30mg of crushed powder at night, on top of 10mg of Diazepam. I am wanting to switch over to diaz, and have started the crossover with the nightly dose. It's going well and easily so far.

It seems that I was taking FAR more than I needed, sometimes just taking a whole 2mg pill at night, whereas I am fine on a fraction of this. This high dosing was only very brief, I cant remember why i started taking full 2mgs, but it was probably for when I'd taken stims too late in the day. And then got into the habit of taking a full 2mg. Fortunately just for a very short period. It might have been over consumption of clonaz that was making me feel unwell, I dont know. I was only using similarly low fractional doses at night time for the majority of the previous time.

But anyway I'm feeling much better now, and will continue to reduce by around 2mg or so of crushed pill powder (or w/e the scales say, as it can get very tricky weighing small doses) every night. Or until I hit a patch of insomnia, and then will have to play the catch up waiting game. Hopefully in time I'll be OK on just the 10mg of diaz at night, along with mirtazapine. Maybe I could even start tapering down the 10mg of diaz at night, once I get off the clonaz.

Once I've got to that stage, then I can start working on what to do about the morning daytime dose, and switching that over from clonaz to diaz too.

 

[50shadesofDave]

errr,
the house lit up?
The lighthouse keeper nicked the massive lighthouse bulb to make a meth vape out of it and because of that a fleet of pirate ships crashed into a rubber dinghy in the darkness?
The lighthouse was revealed to be a Martian rocket ship in disguise and threw itself into the sea in shame?
@Zopiclone bandit was found in the lighthouse mumbling never-before heard curses entrusted to him by Kali while hunched over the almost-dead body of Ganjacat

And this is only the end of the film?

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

I didn't watch video, but I am just quickly mentioning that there was some thread in BL somewhere (DS maybe?) where people talked about what WDs are the worst, and while generally people said it is benzo WDs, some stated SSRIs are worse.

I have never tried regular SSRI medication so I can not really tell.

YMMV.

Apparently, cessation of SSRI medication does not result in withdrawal symptoms.

Instead, you experience something called 'discontinuation syndrome', which is totally different...

 

[OcCo]

Been a while, What is going on with benzo's atm? my source has dried up for everything and only has nitrazepam which is not effective for anxiety and my Fallback his whole catalogue is now the copies containing more than likely Bromazolam or ethylbromazolam I'm waiting on sending various brands of to wedinos once received (copied Accord, Kern, MSJ's) I know the risks with Quality control, dosages etc.

Persomally Clonazepam has been my goto for anxiety and its long half life provided cover before W/D's kicked in then Diazepam as the, Nitrazepam provides some anxiety relief but is generally for sleep. My source has Dried up on Clonaz 1st then Diaz, the Nitrazepam are Nitrabit-10's, Wedinos results showed theyre Nitrazepam aswell as others reporting theyre g2g but in all honesty its never really been as effective than other benzo's I find it works for about 6 hours Minor Anxiety relief no matter what the brand.

What are peoples views on Bromazolam and it's novel chinese counterpart ethylbromazolam?


The state of the Benzo markets decline since covid is a Joke, Copies have destroyed it I thought my Galenika Rivitril were safe as only to eventually fall victim to them, in the begining when the copy diaz were Flubromazepam it wasnt too bad especially because they were peanuts now its flooded tasteless tablets in too perfectly boxed and the prices aint far off the real ones. An I've dug myself a grave my memory is worse when I havent had them and the motivation to do anything isnt theyre due to wanting to hide from the world.

I'd off thought the Chinese would of switched to Pro-drugs that the body converts rather than playing whack a mole once an rc benzos get banned there.

Im starting to miss the days when we were flooded with cheap indian generics.

 

[Bleaney]

Unfortunately one source is not really going to cut it these days. If they have issues, well you've already seen what happens.

I save the bromozolam fakes just for use as a last resort, if I run out of everything else. The effects feel kind of muddy headed to me, I suspect further contaminants with God knows what.

I dunno if it was just a blip, but last time I checked Wedinos, a few weeks ago, around 90% of submissions were genuine. There are some good sources on the clearnet, and some bad.

But before that, things were dire. With so many results showing to be fakes. Good sources are so valuable these days, and they definitely seem to be in the minority.

 

[OcCo]

Yeh bud I tend to fall back on them just to function as a last resort. Similar to what you said the effects are unusual but I found flualprazolam to be weak also, the dosages in the 1st batch of copies that were flubromazepam would smash people so I think now the doses a lot lower aswell as not being reliable.

I've seen clear net sources and debated on them but the prices are just beyond a joke there disgusting Im not sure if price discussion is not allowed still but by comparison what they charge on clear net sources for 1 box I'd normally get 3 from a vendor. Ive also noticed Martin Dows seem to be out of stock on quite a few too with Indian substitutes more prevalent as of late. Aint used the Darknet much for benzo's as the prices were always similar to clearnet sites, only time I used to buy Benzo's from the darknet was when Alprazolam powder was everywhere and clandestine bars were all over the place.

Also I checked them the other day and most recent submissions come back as 'legit' I believe suppliers have cottoned onto Wedinos and despite things tested coming back as what it claims to be all I hear from a lot of people online is things seem to be massively underdosed. It wouldn't surprise me to be honest if people were repressing them and as they already have the equipment and strips/boxes.

I knew this time would eventually come Im debating on going bk finding a RC Benzo in powder and mixing it in PG for easy dosing for reduction as price is a massive factor shame all the good ones were banned long ago

 

[50shadesofDave]

I knew this time would eventually come Im debating on going bk finding a RC Benzo in powder and mixing it in PG for easy dosing for reduction as price is a massive factor shame all the good ones were banned long ago

Can this be done with diaz? I have been buying them when payday comes, I'm hoping to accumulate enough to go for a taper. Spent a fortune this year, I really need to get a taper down on paper, I have loads of Bensedin that seem randomly dosed. I've been thinking about mashing them up and doing it by weight. a more accurate method would be welcome.

My issue is my job, I landed a great job in January, I've been sent on three courses this year and passed each one, when you get your certificate your pay goes up, I've another two to come so can't attempt it at the moment.

Take care folks.

 

[Bleaney]

Can this be done with diaz? I have been buying them when payday comes, I'm hoping to accumulate enough to go for a taper. Spent a fortune this year, I really need to get a taper down on paper, I have loads of Bensedin that seem randomly dosed. I've been thinking about mashing them up and doing it by weight. a more accurate method would be welcome.

My issue is my job, I landed a great job in January, I've been sent on three courses this year and passed each one, when you get your certificate your pay goes up, I've another two to come so can't attempt it at the moment.

Take care folks.

I agree about crushing the whole lot and blending and mixing the powder should help with evening out any potentially randomly dosed pills. It stands to reason. I've started doing it with any random foreign import brands, (or any im not sure about) with my last batch, and the weighing out has also made me be more conscious of the doses, and that I have to reduce them.

If you have .001 scales then those are perfectly / adequately accurate at the the higher dose ranges. (100 mg plus. A mg here or there doesn't really matter at that stage, but the extra weight seems to help the scales stabilise better. I only have like a £8 scale from China though. I don't know if spending much more on as near as you can get to proper medical lab grade scales, if its even possible to acquire them easily) is an obtainable or affordable option. I've not looked yet, and cba right now lol

It's only when you start getting below around 40mg that getting the right doses becomes increasingly difficult, not only putting the right amount on the scales, but the weights seem randomly to jump + or - .005 -.010 for no reason.

Obviously this is frustrating when at the stage of getting the doses that low. You just have to guess the weight from multiple different options the scale has thrown at you. When you've done nothing at all to alter the weight.

Ideally, pure powders, RCs or 'established' could be obtained and dissolved in PG for extremely accurate dosing. As an illustration, say you dissolved 1g of pure powder into 1L of PG. Then if you used a 2ml syringe you could get extremely accurate dosing of small to minuscule doses.

I'm pretty sure that trying to dissolve crushed tablets into PG, rather than pure powders, wont work. Due to coatings, binders and floaters, it'll be a mess, and the active ingredient may not even dissolve at all easily into PG. I think I once tried it with a few, and that was the result. My memory of those days is not what it should be lol.

 

[matt<3ketamine]

And this is only the end of the film?

well...the REAL end of the film is much more...'deliriant' like.
i swore when watching the 2/3 of the film i was going mad with them like i'd had half a vial of acid again, like i understood it - the 'fuck it, we are so far gone, we may as well keep getting so out of it now', mixing honey into Turpentine to make it 'more platable' and was like 'this feels like getting to the end of the clean ket (middle of movie) then all done. (storm hits) and your rushing to getting into the baggie you know is MXE cut ket and going "fuck it!" (mixing honey with turpentine) and going sending yourself madder and madder each k hole you try hit with it, but M-hole instead lol

"AND YER FACKIN FARTIN, I HATE IT!"
"But yer fond o' me lobster, go on say it! ye tol' me ya did! say it!"
*most insane sequence that of cinematic brilliance fully kicks off the 2nd act - the full on madness has been harked for now*
but whats the most important thing to the captain from the lad?
"...okay...i admit...i like your lobster"

You have to go into The lighthouse film, by yourself, in a darkened room with you full absorbed (and if you can get a small line of ketamine in before it, then) will help the natural visual effects better take over your mind - you will really experience something insane but thought provoking about what you just watched.

 

[OcCo]

Can this be done with diaz? I have been buying them when payday comes, I'm hoping to accumulate enough to go for a taper. Spent a fortune this year, I really need to get a taper down on paper, I have loads of Bensedin that seem randomly dosed. I've been thinking about mashing them up and doing it by weight. a more accurate method would be welcome.

My issue is my job, I landed a great job in January, I've been sent on three courses this year and passed each one, when you get your certificate your pay goes up, I've another two to come so can't attempt it at the moment.

Take care folks.

I'm unsure with Diaz bud, I haven't done it since about 2018 and it was always say 1g of Etizolam or 1g of Alprazolam steeped in 100ml of PG so 1unit(1mg Etizolam) or 2unit's(2mg Alp) equated a dose. These are both soluble in PG I'm not to sure about diazepam in Propylene Glycol but if your crushing up pills to dissolve them then you maybe left with possible binders or sediment in the bottom and possible diazepam that's unable to dissolve. If you don't know the doses in each tablet then what the overall the contents of the each bottle could vary drastically not ideal for a taper but If Diazepam is soluble it would be a good possible way of rounding all the dose off so 1ml equates to an equal dose rather than dose fluctuations in the tablets .
Sorry couldn't of been more help.

Anyone have any experience of the fake copied Kerns?
I've been buying copy Accord when I need ones to fall back on decided to get a mix Actually got a Nice little buzz of kerns partner said before I did she could feel em, maybe new ethyl structured benzos are stronger and he's restocked kerns possible ethybromazolam? an it's stronger? Anyone had the fake kerns or noticed a difference in brom and ethylbrom?

I'd prefer legit stuff but am gonna have to find a new source or chemical company to synth something once I find a suitable benzo good for anxiety and not scheduled in China not that matters.

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

@Zopiclone bandit was found in the lighthouse mumbling never-before heard curses entrusted to him by Kali while hunched over the almost-dead body of Ganjacat?

Am I close?

I am off to see Kali later today, out of the 10 Tantric Mothers Kali & Chinnamasta really grabbed my attention right away, it felt like I had known them before in another body.

Ages ago at the local Temple the Baba (Holy Man) was doing a Stotram ("Stotram" (or Stotra) is a Sanskrit word meaning "hymn of praise," "ode," or "eulogy". It refers to a genre of ancient Hindu devotional literature that praises a deity, aspect of the divine, or spiritual idea. Stotras are composed to be sung or recited) & the kundalini awoke, it went up my spine into the top of my head, exploded & then went back down so fast it took me by total shock, I lost all control of my body & was tossed like a leaf in a Tornado a good 2-3 foot into the air & lost all control of my body.
I was TERRIFIED by it & had to check my boxers to make sure I hadn't pissed myself as I lost all control over my body.
That is the power of Kali & I have said for ages now words & without question the Language of Sanskrit has a vibration to it, I am sure you have seen the Science experiment when vibrations are run through a piece of Metal that has powder on the top, with the vibration the powder moves & forms Geometric shapes that you see when you are tripping, speech in a pattern like singing or chanting is nothing but moving air & causing vibration, when done on the human body it will shake us & form shapes etc on the liquid inside us if you follow me here?



With many Stotra being spoken in a way that is so much like singing it will have the same effect upon our body, when chanting is done inside a Temple that has amazing acoustic quality the waves bounce around the temple & hit the body in unique ways.

This one is 100% sure to awake The Kundalini if someone has it moving around them, I like to play this with earphones in a totally dark room early in the morning (between 1am - 5am)

Even if you have no idea what I am on about I say PLEASE have a listen to this when relaxed & just sit back with your eyes closed, if possible have a smoke of weed / hash before you do it, this adds to the effect IMHO.

 

[Perkins : Reborn]

Kali moved into my head some time ago. She has to share the space with Brigid and Eris. But for better or worse, I'm eternally attached to:

 

[Perkins : Reborn]

Does anybody have any experience with contemporary Martin Dow blues? Last time I had them was from a street source.

I know they tend to vary massively in terms of dose, but the Wedinos results I can find seem to be positive for diazepam. Is it just a case of pot luck because that brand is probably faked the most? The Etikem etizolam from the same source is very good.

I've been out of the benzo scene for quite a while, and I'm annoyed that I've bought some more. What's done is done, however. Just don't want to be unexpectedly stumbling around whilst attempting to prepare my potatoes.

 

[ageingpartyfiend]

Does anybody have any experience with contemporary Martin Dow blues? Last time I had them was from a street source.

I know they tend to vary massively in terms of dose, but the Wedinos results I can find seem to be positive for diazepam. Is it just a case of pot luck because that brand is probably faked the most? The Etikem etizolam from the same source is very good.

I think they're often underdosed (feels like 7mg to me as opposed to 10, but that's just my
subjective experience and wonderings)

What I have observed though (and this also lines up with my experience after testing some last year) is that the light-blue Dow's always test as diazepam whereas the darker-blue ones are highly likely to test otherwise. I'm not claiming that as in any way definitive though but that's what I've observed

 

[Perkins : Reborn]

Well they turned up, they're light blue and dropping one was pretty pleasant. With a little blast of hash to go with it. So there's something active. I'd half hoped it'd be nitazenes but it doesn't feel like that. Also feels stronger than 1mg etiz, so maybe I'm as lucky to get a dose on the higher end of the scale.

 

[Bleaney]

The last few batches I've received have all tested as good, and they've seemed to me to be more reliably dosed than the Bensedins.

Word seems to be that the light blue ones should be legit.

If you're concerned about consistent dosing, you could always crush a whole lot down, mix the powder, and weigh out the weight of one pill.

 

[Perkins : Reborn]

Yeah, these seem to be very good. Can't believe the standard I've recently encountered in a few different illicit benzos.

Also reminds me of how diazepam is so much warmer than a lot of the more efficacious benzos out there. I love etizolam, but diaz is that bit cosier.

 

[Bleaney]

Etiz seems to vary a lot according to the brand. Etilaam and Neurozol have seemed to by the far the best to me, with a few other brands I've tried just not providing the mild euphoria that a decent brand of etiz can.

In terms of the strongest buzz you can get from the class C 'downers' Soma has been growing on me more and more. They are so nice on their own, or combined with benzos, pregabs, and weed to take things to the next level of pleasantness.

I now get a paradoxical chilled out energy from them, and have worked out how to stagger the dose to achieve a longer duration of the nice effects.

Slippery slope I know, but fortunately it's just not possible for me to take them often due to the very heavy after effects, which makes them self limiting.

You pay a heavy price the next day, needing about 3 hours extra sleep, if you're not to feel awful all day, in my experience.

 

[Perkins : Reborn]

I've had my stints with Soma and I liked it, but tolerance grew so rapidly that it'd only be an occasional thing for me.

This latest benzo dalliance is strictly just to ease my current situation rather than to get any kind of buzz. I tried lorazepam (disaster), went for etizolam (better) and I'll probably knock it off after these diaz are consumed.