Fuck, im going to have to think about starting to reduce my etiz consumption very soon. The problem is that they take away most of the motivation to even think about trying to start a taper, because they make you feel "arh its nothing to worry about, theres no problem". So you can get totally trapped by them. Motivation to even try is hard to find.
If it wasnt for the fact that there is a strong likelyhood im quite soon gonna have to take a flight to a destination where there is no benzo grey market i wouldnt even be troubling myself by even thinking about it for a moment. Im liking them more and more. I dont feel impaired by them, at suitable doses i can function to normal levels and lead an apparently normal life. I believe that my brain is fucked and that benzos fix the problemthey act like breaks in a car that would crash or skid off the road otherwise.
just love that taste, and the taste of clonazepam is great too, mmmm banana flavoured memory loss![]()
Funny the subject of barbs should come up, I assumed they were a thing of the past, but there's a Vice documentary about a debt collector, and the only part that was actually interesting was the discussion of barbiturates being smoked. This was somewhere in the North West of England, though my ear for accents isn't keen enough to discern where. Maybe they're mistaken, but it seems like it's a relatively common thing wherever they are, from the way they speak of it.