Disco Diablo
Ex-Bluelighter
I've had this on a CD (Digitalsound Spectacular) for over 10 years.
I listened to it again today & it brought tears to my eyes and I could feel emotions welling up inside me. In fact a lot of the classical pieces on this CD has a similar effect on me now.
This never used to happen. I mean I've always liked that E.T. Flying Theme but I never used to cry to it.
Could it be because of my excessive drug use???
I've been warned from some "OLD" people about the effects of mushrooms. One guy told me that he had a friend who used to do mushies/lsd a lot & that friend sometimes breaks into tears for no apparent reason.
I've been sober for five days. No alchohol, no hippyflip, nadda. I'm getting worried that my drug use may be affecting my emmotional responses somewhat. Am I going to be an emotional mess in ten years time like that guys friend?
Is there anybody "MATURE" here that can elaborate on what's happening to me or can share their experiences.
I'm not in a depressive state or anything - I'm just noticing a lot of different things about me.
Another similar effect is when I play the piano (I have a grade one), I can feel really strong emotions inside (my heart, my fingers, pretty much throughout my whole body) and I get rushes while I play. Again this never used to happen to me. It's too intense to be considered as normal.
Is it possible that my EXCESSIVE drug use has altered the chemicals in my brain that controls my emotions???
In my whole lifetime I've probably consumed roughly:
60 cases of beer
170 trips
>300 ecstasy tablets
200 gm of mushies
an ounce of weed
5 g of coke
3 8-balls of speed
>2000 whipped cream bulbs
tried daytura once
30 seeds of Hawaiian Baby Woodrose
30 Ephedrine pills
50 K & Speed pills
(note: I've been experimenting since 13, I'm now 26. I wouldn't say I'm an addict as I don't find it hard to abstain whenever I want to. I've had drug free periods as long as two years.)
I listened to it again today & it brought tears to my eyes and I could feel emotions welling up inside me. In fact a lot of the classical pieces on this CD has a similar effect on me now.
This never used to happen. I mean I've always liked that E.T. Flying Theme but I never used to cry to it.
Could it be because of my excessive drug use???
I've been warned from some "OLD" people about the effects of mushrooms. One guy told me that he had a friend who used to do mushies/lsd a lot & that friend sometimes breaks into tears for no apparent reason.
I've been sober for five days. No alchohol, no hippyflip, nadda. I'm getting worried that my drug use may be affecting my emmotional responses somewhat. Am I going to be an emotional mess in ten years time like that guys friend?
Is there anybody "MATURE" here that can elaborate on what's happening to me or can share their experiences.
I'm not in a depressive state or anything - I'm just noticing a lot of different things about me.
Another similar effect is when I play the piano (I have a grade one), I can feel really strong emotions inside (my heart, my fingers, pretty much throughout my whole body) and I get rushes while I play. Again this never used to happen to me. It's too intense to be considered as normal.
Is it possible that my EXCESSIVE drug use has altered the chemicals in my brain that controls my emotions???
In my whole lifetime I've probably consumed roughly:
60 cases of beer
170 trips
>300 ecstasy tablets
200 gm of mushies
an ounce of weed
5 g of coke
3 8-balls of speed
>2000 whipped cream bulbs
tried daytura once
30 seeds of Hawaiian Baby Woodrose
30 Ephedrine pills
50 K & Speed pills
(note: I've been experimenting since 13, I'm now 26. I wouldn't say I'm an addict as I don't find it hard to abstain whenever I want to. I've had drug free periods as long as two years.)