I've been brought up in an orthodox christian family, in an orthodox christian environment, baptised, taught the values, yada yada yada. I don't know what's up with it, but I guess only kids can believe in all that stuff in the way the church would hand it out. So I did too, while I was a kid. Then I stopped. I know what I percieve as God, and I can have high moral standards and treat others with kindness and respect without commiting to various religious rituals and all that jazz. Drugs come with that, they helped me realize that. I can proudly say that I did a shitload of drugs and that I'm a better person by religious standards than all the propaganda-spreading-hysteria-inducing nazis masked as patriots and "God's children".
Still, I maintain appearances, just for the sake of not disappointing my parents, mainly my mother. Sigh.