"God's children".
I wonder about that sometimes... if God has children, who and where are they? If we are all God's children, why are we so ffkktt up?
Still, I maintain appearances, just for the sake of not disappointing my parents, mainly my mother. Sigh.
Mainly your mother? Good, that's excellent and I'm glad you are taking the trouble to protect her from worrying about you. My mother is a drug addict. She started on them way back when. She's a basket case at age 73. Methadone, Ativan, Ambien, Vicoden.... her current meds... which she chases with a bottle or two of wine. She gets incredibly messed up every day.
She is a Christian though. She doesn't want to be cremated because the thought of the fire experience is too much like hell for her. She believes in God. She listens to old timey gospel all the time. She's crazy though. I don't think she would be anywhere NEAR this crazy if she wasn't on so many drugs. My sister and dad agree. We've had her in rehab. That was pointless.
She introduced me to drugs, i.e. letting me have half a tranquilizer for PMS before we went to church when I was a kid. I don't know what a sober mother would be like to have. I am pretty sure my sister and I would be very different women than we are if we had been raised by a sober mother.
My mom, my sister and I all have substance issues to varying degrees and varying substances. So just enjoy your mom and let her think you are on the straight and narrow. just saying...
