TheHedonist99
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Oct 12, 2015
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Hey BLers,
I was watching this video the other day of someone on shrooms draw out some crazy theory, (https://www.youtube.com/embed/EGwXBOYfHu4?rel=0&start=0&end=111&autoplay=1) - I've set the video to start and end at certain times - and I thought this resonates much with (at least my) depression and anxiety. Essentially, I spend too much time thinking, rather than just living in the moment. Instead of submerging myself in reality, I submerge myself with thoughts. I know this description might be a bit vague, but I think it's easier to understand once you consider the extremes: at one end you have an existential philosopher such as Nietzsche, and on the other side you have someone like Lil Wayne. As stupid as this may sound, I want to be more like Lil Wayne - more simplistic and with less of a brain: more ape-like and instinct-driven. I made these diagrams which I hope explains what I mean well:
I also think this pic could explain how some of the personality traits relate to brain mechanisms:
If anybody has any ideas as to what drugs could hopefully permanently make me less contemplative and stoic and more, well, I suppose sociable, I would be very appreciative. Cheers
I was watching this video the other day of someone on shrooms draw out some crazy theory, (https://www.youtube.com/embed/EGwXBOYfHu4?rel=0&start=0&end=111&autoplay=1) - I've set the video to start and end at certain times - and I thought this resonates much with (at least my) depression and anxiety. Essentially, I spend too much time thinking, rather than just living in the moment. Instead of submerging myself in reality, I submerge myself with thoughts. I know this description might be a bit vague, but I think it's easier to understand once you consider the extremes: at one end you have an existential philosopher such as Nietzsche, and on the other side you have someone like Lil Wayne. As stupid as this may sound, I want to be more like Lil Wayne - more simplistic and with less of a brain: more ape-like and instinct-driven. I made these diagrams which I hope explains what I mean well:


I also think this pic could explain how some of the personality traits relate to brain mechanisms:

If anybody has any ideas as to what drugs could hopefully permanently make me less contemplative and stoic and more, well, I suppose sociable, I would be very appreciative. Cheers
