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Drugged to FUCK - the worst drugged state you've ever been in

Mescaline visuals are in a league of their own, definitely more of the delusional variety yet never once have I ever felt fear.

Some interesting hallucinations have been; walking down the road when I saw a car driving at me soon as I blinked it was gone, watching big spiders scurry along only to vanish in thin air, people taking on alien shapes often becoming taller with elongated limbs and a strange gait/walk.

Things get really interesting though when it’s mixed with other psychedelics like LSD or DMT. The time my girl became an alien sorceress (Mescaline, LSD and DMT, but the Mescaline brought it to this level I know for sure) about 7ft tall, skinny long spider like limbs, she was hula hooping and it looked as if she was manipulating reality before my eyes. The craziest part was her feature-less face, nothing but skin, no eyes, no nose or mouth. I could even see the perspiration on this faceless entity. Absolutely crazy.

-GC
 
Mescaline visuals are in a league of their own, definitely more of the delusional variety yet never once have I ever felt fear.

Some interesting hallucinations have been; walking down the road when I saw a car driving at me soon as I blinked it was gone, watching big spiders scurry along only to vanish in thin air, people taking on alien shapes often becoming taller with elongated limbs and a strange gait/walk.

Things get really interesting though when it’s mixed with other psychedelics like LSD or DMT. The time my girl became an alien sorceress (Mescaline, LSD and DMT, but the Mescaline brought it to this level I know for sure) about 7ft tall, skinny long spider like limbs, she was hula hooping and it looked as if she was manipulating reality before my eyes. The craziest part was her feature-less face, nothing but skin, no eyes, no nose or mouth. I could even see the perspiration on this faceless entity. Absolutely crazy.

-GC
I thought it was only me, but maybe that's just how mescaline is.
It's powerful, but it's still very gentle, even though it can get a "little" weird sometimes

Especially shared mescaline can get crazy aligning. My ex and I had a weird shared experience, we talked to some dude for like 5 minutes, and suddenly he was gone, and then we looked at each other and laughed, it was so weird, kinda both pretended we didn't just talk to nothing. Maybe he managed to disappear somehow, I have no fucking idea. I still wonder how we could both see the same dude, and both watch him just be gone from one second to the next. My theory is that one of us saw someone there, maybe a tree or something, you know how it can get, and started talking, and that triggered the other to also see someone, but then why did he disappear at the same time for both of us? Then again, aligned hallucinations are definitely a thing.

The other one was the "ghost", fml. OK so I saw a dude at a party, I was highly on mescaline, he looked like this stoner-guy, but kinda sad.. and he was kinda transparent, I could look through him a little bit, so I talked to him and asked how he does that, and he was shocked(if i just saw weird shit and he trolled me and played that, he played it fucking well) that I was talking to him, and said "nobody can see me, i'm at all the parties"(actually "keiner kann mich sehen, ich bin immer auf den Parties"), and wandered off. I searched the entire party, the guy was just gone. Fuck I got goosebumps again.

I'm a very logical person, this hurts my brain.
 
I thought it was only me, but maybe that's just how mescaline is.
It's powerful, but it's still very gentle, even though it can get a "little" weird sometimes

Especially shared mescaline can get crazy aligning. My ex and I had a weird shared experience, we talked to some dude for like 5 minutes, and suddenly he was gone, and then we looked at each other and laughed, it was so weird, kinda both pretended we didn't just talk to nothing. Maybe he managed to disappear somehow, I have no fucking idea. I still wonder how we could both see the same dude, and both watch him just be gone from one second to the next. My theory is that one of us saw someone there, maybe a tree or something, you know how it can get, and started talking, and that triggered the other to also see someone, but then why did he disappear at the same time for both of us? Then again, aligned hallucinations are definitely a thing.

The other one was the "ghost", fml. OK so I saw a dude at a party, I was highly on mescaline, he looked like this stoner-guy, but kinda sad.. and he was kinda transparent, I could look through him a little bit, so I talked to him and asked how he does that, and he was shocked(if i just saw weird shit and he trolled me and played that, he played it fucking well) that I was talking to him, and said "nobody can see me, i'm at all the parties"(actually "keiner kann mich sehen, ich bin immer auf den Parties"), and wandered off. I searched the entire party, the guy was just gone. Fuck I got goosebumps again.

I'm a very logical person, this hurts my brain.

That ghost one is eerie.. That one would have me questioning things, reality is certainly not as it seems.

I’ve also had so many shared hallucinations that it makes me wonder why and how. Like one time me and 7 or so other people all witnessed the same UFO’s flying in the sky after smoking some DMT.

Yea Mescaline I always describe as sneaky. Like with LSD you see something and you know almost 100% of the time whether it’s real or not. On Mescaline things can play tricks on your mind, and what seems real isn’t always “real.”

At lower doses it can almost be hard to pick up on. You won’t feel like your tripping necessarily but then some crazy unexplainable shit will happen.

Another time, me and my girl went camping deep in the woods near this waterfall to take Mescaline. The entire day it was a pretty mild uneventful trip.

As night got darker and colder we curled up in our sleeping bags. I laid there thinking I was awake but was likely drifted off into some kind of Mescaline dream state. I kept hearing what I thought was a bear rummaging around in our gear but would be stricken with paralysis that I couldn’t move when I heard it. Soon as I’d break from the paralysis to sit up the noise vanished.

Paralysis from fear isn’t my style lol, having camped many times before and since, this was unusual for me. The next morning there was nothing amiss, I had tripped all night hearing shit that wasn’t there.

-GC
 
I went on one of ControlDaddy's infamous booze benders, and had been drunk for three days, driving my now ex wife totally mental. Sometime on the third day, after she had managed to clear the house of alcohol, car keys, money, and credit cards while I was passed out, she instituted a new policy. Every time I went up to her, begging her for a drink in any way, she would give me 100 mg of Seroquel. Apparently, she ended up giving me 3600mg of Seroguel over a period of about 8 hours. The effects are well documented in the drama "Wolf of Wall Street", which I sold the rights to. (Kidding, but it was pretty much the same experience.)

I ended up having to go the ER, where they told me I had Seroquel poisoning, which was not particularly uncommon, and that I was probably poisoned around 2000mg. The treatment for it was apparently just to hold me in the ER for about 8 hours, during which they would not give me anything to drink, and I had a drug-induced drought in my mouth and throat. A miserable experience, all told.

Fuck man thats crazy, hospitals (more specifically dr's n nurses) can b quite unsympathetic to people in from drug ODs

I was a cunt the first time I was in a&e to the dr's, Naloxone after heroin withdrawal turns u into a person I've only seen during those times, legit wanting to punch the Dr to let me go from the hospital before the Naloxone had run its course, made me sign a release form, got in a taxi back to where there was more H and back the ambulance came, that time they couldn't get my heart started but by god they did n thank them so much when I think about it, got back to hospital n that time, I fuckin waited until I was safe, in complete withdrawal but safe
 
That wasn't Seroquel on Wolf of Wall Street. It was Quaaludes (Methaqualone). Completely different drug. He took too many thinking they hadn't kicked in.
He knows, that's why he ended his post with 'it was pretty much the same experience'.
 
That wasn't Seroquel on Wolf of Wall Street. It was Quaaludes (Methaqualone). Completely different drug. He took too many thinking they hadn't kicked in.
Both are sedative and hypnotic, I don't see much difference, tbh.
They both change your concentration in GABA, both cause hypotension, both can be deadly. Sure, looking at their chemical compositions, Methaqualone should have slight visuals.

They do have their differences, but they aren't completely different, just gave you 5 similarities.
 
I thought I for sure had lost my mind after a 3day run slamming meth (sad to think back, I was slamming one small/medium size shot a day and it was enough to keep me spun out the whole day... I do 3 shots twice the size of those these days and I'm high for like an hour tops 😫)
So on day 3 of my voyage there were so many noises and voices in my head. Everything was a voice and I couldn't get it to stop. I don't know how to describe it any better or clearer, every noise sounded like someone talking. It was scary as fuck!! I for sure thought I had fried my brain and was gonna end up a poor soul walking the streets talking back to the voices in my head 😟
 
That ghost one is eerie.. That one would have me questioning things, reality is certainly not as it seems.

I’ve also had so many shared hallucinations that it makes me wonder why and how. Like one time me and 7 or so other people all witnessed the same UFO’s flying in the sky after smoking some DMT.

Yea Mescaline I always describe as sneaky. Like with LSD you see something and you know almost 100% of the time whether it’s real or not. On Mescaline things can play tricks on your mind, and what seems real isn’t always “real.”

At lower doses it can almost be hard to pick up on. You won’t feel like your tripping necessarily but then some crazy unexplainable shit will happen.

Another time, me and my girl went camping deep in the woods near this waterfall to take Mescaline. The entire day it was a pretty mild uneventful trip.

As night got darker and colder we curled up in our sleeping bags. I laid there thinking I was awake but was likely drifted off into some kind of Mescaline dream state. I kept hearing what I thought was a bear rummaging around in our gear but would be stricken with paralysis that I couldn’t move when I heard it. Soon as I’d break from the paralysis to sit up the noise vanished.

Paralysis from fear isn’t my style lol, having camped many times before and since, this was unusual for me. The next morning there was nothing amiss, I had tripped all night hearing shit that wasn’t there.

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O sorry, I meant to reply to this.

I even had a theory on who the ghost stoner was. During the time I was dating the ex-girlfriend of someone from my friend circle who killed himself (before I could meet them all), because my then-girlfriend broke up with him. I only saw him on some pictures, and this "ghost" had an incredible resemblance to him. My then gf kept insisting that he would still visit her home all the time. I didn't believe her one bit, until one morning after a night of wine and mdma at her house, the moment I opened my eyes, I saw someone/something kneeling over the bed. Just for a second, then whatever it was was gone. That morning was the first time she told me that he's always there.
During the time I dated her I had a bunch of events I cannot explain, except with the assumption that I am bonkers mental, and she is too. Nothing like that happened again after we had to break up. We took a lot of psychedelics together, but a lot of this happened while I was sober, too.

What I love about Mescaline is that it's hard to prepare for, because it's as you well put it so "sneaky". Really changes the way you think into believing the beautiful little fairytale you made up for yourself. It makes you easily believe things like "O shit, if I don't leave this room soon I'm going to grow too tall for the door", and it can take hours until you realize the thought made 0 sense. On LSD I get small jolts that resemble something similar, but it doesn't take my mind down the rabbithole with it like that. It's more like "Check the toilet for crocodiles..O wait, haha!"
The combination was insanely beautiful, though. I mean I almost died a bunch of times, but the entire experience was sublime. I would only suggest to do this as an experienced "psychonaut", as they're apparently called. Be safe about it, and definitely with a sitter like I did. It's dangerous. I jumped into the dirt cannonball-style because I thought I was standing on a diving board. This REALLY has a grip over your mind that is hard to shake.

LSD always disappointed me a little, yknow, the way you imagine it to be, and the way it actually is(OK super high dosed LSD gets bonkers apparently, but as I said it made my brain go into overstimulus.) Mescaline is the real deal, it really leads you into the rabbit hole, and your mind right with it, with an eerily calm about it. There's mescaline stories you can't even tell, because people will think you made them up. My telepathic conversation with the mushroom people, the time my joint became a yellow schoolbus and drove away, and I couldn't find that joint again, the dwarf mine under my house. The time I picked my glasses up with my mind. I can't tell that shit to people who only smoked weed or take 150-300µg of LSD on weekends. They'll think I'm crazy, hell I think I'm crazy, because some of this shit I still can't rationally explain, other than by mindfart.

I think the shared hallucinations actually come from our morphogenetic fields "sync"-ing up in a group. A group that often hangs out has a certain sort of "hivemind". The individuals in the group sync up their thought-patterns, be it likes, dislikes, rest, unrest, etc. pp., a group has a way of thinking about X inside the group, even though the individuals might have another way of thinking about X outside of it. That's the psychology of masses.
With access to psychotrope substances our heightened ability to perceive the electromagnetic fields other brains produce, I think it's easier to lose control over the signals we give out to others. We think something is real, and maybe a danger, our brain sends the signal, other brains read the signal, they see it too.
At least that's what I think it is.
 
I tried rectal admin of DMT once, by the time I'd pulled the squirter from my arse I was at the peak of a fucking DMT trip.
Wait did it work?
How much did you use?
Did you have a breakthrough?
 
Wait did it work?
How much did you use?
Did you have a breakthrough?

Worked like a mofo in terms of effect but i still threw my guts up - which was the reason i was trying it in the first place - i did take an overdose tho and i had taken moclobemide.
 
`First time 35mg plugged O-PCE.
It was like having a seizure, I was super impaired.

It was hard for me to be unpleasantly dissociated. I managed with O-PCE.

It was like I was severely brain damaged.
 
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