No drugs since the end of Sept practically.
Anyways, i've set a target of nothing until at least 4th Dec. Got a quiet weekend planned coming up, then going to be in the middle east for two weekends (so zero chance of anything then)...then will have 2 weeks to source some fleph for a night in with a few mates on the 4th.
I reckon this sabbatical is going to be a breeze.![]()
Been benzo free for nine days (not through choice). Anxiety has flared back up to usual levels, and I feel like shite. No apparent withdrawals, though, which is amazing, considering the years of use. Anxiety fucking sucks arse.
It's just the anxiety and the return to a feeling that I've been covering up for years that's a real kick in the ball sack.
get yersel' a few hangover vallies pet
It will get fucking easier when my benzos arrive. I want to smash things. I've never been so angry.I'd like to give you some advice or say don't worry mate it'll get easier(though i'm sure it will) but im int same position myself at the moment.
It will get fucking easier when my benzos arrive. I want to smash things. I've never been so angry.![]()