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Drug Sabbatical Support & Appreciation Thread

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wibble said:
No drugs since the end of Sept practically.
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Are you working though? I've literally bugger all to do with my time. I was gonna go to a group that holds meetings and days out at my local addiction centre later in the week(not na). It's just plucking up the confidence to get there.
 
No weed for over 5 days now and not through lack of trying i did 10 days before i called in a favour last sunday ( 2.5 gram of white widow+ 2.5 gram of good bush in the same bag) i find that just knowing some is on the way gives me a pick up in attitude. heres hoping to a phone call about dinner time for the cheese that was meant to come in at the end of last week, otherwise il be depressed for the foreseeable future. Thank fuck i havent got a hard drug habit because i would of ended it all or be in jail by now lol.
 
Im still off the drugs (best part of 6months now) alcohol was stopped for a few weeks, then I started again slowly until it crept back up (as it does) to heavy drinking. Stopped the vodka middle of last week and had about 6 cans since then :). I was set to have a few weeks off the booze but have to go away in a few days so (and you cant not drink duty free!).
 
Haha yes, I'd go gay for duty free ;) Nice one on the drugs, booze is a hard one, found quitting that harder than stopping 'phet so you're doin good.
 
Booze is a strange one isnt it - I dont crave it when I stop but I "Really fancy one" (it feels different) and you still think your in contol so you allow yourself one (for being good) and then before you know whats happend your drunk again :D
 
Haha yeah, had this conversation with my mate last night, stuff just creeps up on you! Have so much restraint with drugs but as soon as a beer is in the picture all that flies out the window.
 
The Kid said:
Anyways, i've set a target of nothing until at least 4th Dec. Got a quiet weekend planned coming up, then going to be in the middle east for two weekends (so zero chance of anything then)...then will have 2 weeks to source some fleph for a night in with a few mates on the 4th.

I reckon this sabbatical is going to be a breeze. :)
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Hmmm, so sabbatical might not have been such a breeze as ended up on the fleph on Sat night.......8)
 
Been benzo free for nine days (not through choice). Anxiety has flared back up to usual levels, and I feel like shite. No apparent withdrawals, though, which is amazing, considering the years of use. Anxiety fucking sucks arse.
 
Anxiety is fucking gash mate, you have my sympathies and I hope you're dealing with it ok. Hate it and wish there was a magical cure for it that'd make it go away forever.
 
Treacle said:
Been benzo free for nine days (not through choice). Anxiety has flared back up to usual levels, and I feel like shite. No apparent withdrawals, though, which is amazing, considering the years of use. Anxiety fucking sucks arse.
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What benzos? You haven't done a taper? It took me 4 or 5 days to even start withdrawing, never mind the hallucinating, from Xanax which has a real short half life.
 
I've been on clonazepam, diazepam and alprazolam. The last was diazepam. I was sure to use them only 3-4 times a week, and avoid multiple doses. I'm getting on OK, really. It's just the anxiety and the return to a feeling that I've been covering up for years that's a real kick in the ball sack.
 
Planning another booze sabbatical for the next month/new year and I think this one might be permanent. I can't deal with the hangover anxiety at all and it's obviously just not the thing for me. Speaking to a bloke at work who had booze problems, he quit for two years but admits he still can't moderate it.

I can, in the sense that I'm drinking maybe four times a month, but during those four times I'm on enough to sink a battleship and it's not good because if I'm hanging the next morning the cravings are there. Guess it's just not my thing.
 
Well your liver will be thanking you for any sabbatical anyway! Best of luck, least you know you can definitely do it no probs.
 
Evad said:
get yersel' a few hangover vallies pet
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Haha was considering trying to blag some other night, would be so good. Was considering buying some Phenazepam cos legal and fucking cheap as chips but think it'd end in tears.

Wibs, cheers <3 it'll be piece of piss I guess, I hope. Wish I could reign it in but there's better shit than booze out there and it's time I ventured into it.
 
chrisdahl said:
I'd like to give you some advice or say don't worry mate it'll get easier(though i'm sure it will) but im int same position myself at the moment.
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It will get fucking easier when my benzos arrive. I want to smash things. I've never been so angry. :!
 
Back in this thread. My sabbatical came to a glorious end at the weekend with a lovely retox session in London. I'm already dying to get another one sorted, which is not such a lovely thing.

I do have a cheeky session planned for the 20th Dec, so am hoping to hold out until then. But we shall see..............
 
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