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Trainspotting? It's on Netflix woo hoo
Just get through it.... It's not worth it as in the end everyone just cares about feeling good themself. That selfish drive will lead even the most caring person to care only about themself. Please don't deprive the world of your love and care by chasing the love and care of what has none. By definition opiates are apathy or lack of feeling.
I am sure someone here has recommended it, but trainspotters is one of those movies with heroin where everything just goes wrong. there is also reqium for a dream, but that one goes a bit far out with the story and goes extreme with the nasty visuals for gross it factor. The withdraw scene from trainspotters really messed up I couldn't help find the execution a little funny.
Both I think are good recommendations. I also know of a video of the heroin addicts in the tenderloin of San Francisco, but an acquaintance showed it to me at one point. If you find any documentaries in that area you will cringe at how easy it is to find something as well as get ripped off.
Just read through "The Dark Side" about opioid addictions and the worthless pain the accompanies it (without posting... unless you have something really constructive to say in a new post).
You're two weeks in man.... PAWS is all you face now, and it often is the mental battle which is most painful.
Good luck.
Definitely second any Intervention suggestion. That documentary about Paul, the heroin addict.they are all just plain sad and the most fucked up thing for me is that they make me crave. I can't watch a bit of this stuff anymore. I either sob the whole time or drool over the drugs. It's messed up.
That's fairly recent actually could be an interesting watch. The one that I was shown I think was more around the nineties. They interviewed quite a few kids stuck in those streets, which is sad seeing at their age. I also remember they had people who were hitting veins in their necks as they blew everything else out. Just all badhey.. i believe all of this doco took place in the tenderloin
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-XfP58clo1I
The worst part about Intervention is watching these people inject in the sloppiest, dirtiest and wretched manner. Is injecting smoothly so rare ?? No, seriously, I think I've seen ONE episode only where the participant didn't dig and poke themselves multiple times only to miss their shot. It's so gross, disturbing and hard to watch. If you're going to resuse your needles like these people do, the least you can do is learn how to hit a vein without digging. Digging is fucking gross.
this is an awesome topic, i love watching drug docs. i've so far seen all the ones on the VICE website. some of those were pretty crazy but i'm not sure if they scare me. i'm just fascinated really. there was one on scopolamine on VICE which seems like a bizarre drug. damn i'm failing at remembering titles though. worlds scariest drug? maybe that was the title. and on the same site and youtube, the doc about the drug krokodil. that is cringe worthy, for sure. then there's hamilton from VICE (again) who investigates people getting high off of HIV drugs. that was interesting.
i'll have to check out the ones you guys recommended and i'll try thinking of suggestions too.
i watched a doc a while back with the white family, i think it was? anyone know which one i'm talking about?
more suggestions! i need to occupy my mind. been pulling lots of all nighters. tonight being one of them.
edit... just saw that this thread was started by you Lindsay and I hope everything's good!![]()
Seen em all and the most brutal and unflinching is definitely Black Tar Heroin: Dark End of the Street. It follows junkies over the course of several years instead of a few months like Intervention and you really can see the depths to which opiate addiction can take you in the long term. It can be found easily on YouTube.
Methadonia is also interesting because it shows you the rut a lot of people get stuck in with opiate maintenance. Was on methadone for years and i can't tell you how many clinic casualties I've seen that just pop benzos and smoke crack.
lol has anyone mentioned "Midnight Express" yet....?