Drinkin makes of feel better..

now i know why everyone in my family does it. The carefree feeling It feels so good not giving a shit about the stuff that i wanna kill myself over. It doesnt feel good that i always have the awareness of what a substance is doin to me so i know this feeling wont last. Atleast untill i have a beer tomorrow morning. Then ill be A Ok Someone told me the other day that they would rather me be a tweaker then be an alcoholic. But drinkin is just so much easier. fml

 

i'm assuming this is drinking makes ''me'' feel better and you're doing it on predictive.

i personally dont drink as i find it messy, inefficient, disgusting and incredibly inhibiting. however alcoholism is considered by many to be worse than heroin addiction and the withdrawals in some cases more servere (very occasionally fatal). please dont fall into the habit