what antidepressants/dose/how long and what drug? wouldn't have been two ssri's unless you have a retarded doctor. if pressed pills it's not unlikely it wasn't mdma. if crystals what dose? did you test it?
not that any of that really matters, because drugs affect people differently. from personal experience if i don't stop my ssri's i have a reduced experience, no wanting to hug every stranger, just a short lived speedyness. and dulls down 2c-b and LSD but just means i have to dose higher with those.
yes i believe things that have been studied, what the fuck are you suggesting, that i believe things that haven't been studied?