Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
I’m just wondering it theirs anything you can caution someone that’s was diagnosed bipolar at an early age to be weary of. I’m almost ready to take a first dose, but I remain scared of it “possibly activating latent or current mental disorders. My moods are subject to change but I currently am unmedicated and don’t really know if I ever had it or just lacked discipline and direction as a kid. I don’t know suffer anything schizo affective. I don’t hear voices or see things, and I’m trying to avoid any hallucinations unless I’m on a psychedelic. I’m so nervous so it would be nice to have that worry eased that my fears are overblown. They generally are. I’ve taken mushrooms at extremely high doses and suffered no ill effects other then diarrhea the day of (sorry tmi) and LSD a couple of times. I’m looking forward to the experience but I’m so nervous I got a call into having an appointment with my psychiatrist ( only seen for anxiety meds) to discuss any possible issues that could arise provided I really am bipolar type 2. I do sometimes not sleep and have a lot of ideas. But again I been using other illicit substance that have profound impact on mood so generally my baseline no drug usage, I have no real effects but anxiety one I’m hoping to overcome with the usage of psychedelics. That being said if I really am bipolar, is it a problem or is that only in schizo effective (no offense to anyone who is only way I know how to describe it) id like to know ASAP cause I’m debating on taking a tester gram or 2 half gram split up later today to gauge potency of my mushrooms
