theotherside
Ex-Bluelighter
Yeah if you have any other trip reports sitting around microsoft word let us have it man...would love to get you in the running for next months contest. Even if you have one even half as good as this 
Yeah if you have any other trip reports sitting around microsoft word let us have it man...would love to get you in the running for next months contest. Even if you have one even half as good as this![]()
The sensation of your "self" being consumed is odd indeed. I've only experienced it a couple times as far as I can remember. I've never experienced it with DMT, but I experienced a similar sensation during an MET experience.
My description of an experience with MET (50 mg IM):
"There were orderly arrangements of geometric faces marching in circles. Their mouths seemed to be opening and closing, and inside each mouth there was a brilliant white light. This was impressive, but not enjoyable, at least in my state of mind. At this time, for about the first 30 minutes, I was definitely resisting the compound. Each time a mouth opened it gave me this unpleasant impression that I was losing part of myself, or losing touch with reality. Needless to say this whole experience was powerfully psychedelic. The mouth phenomenon or sensations of opening and closing was very similar to my experience with 25 mg IM on top of a moderate dose of 4-ho-dmt, but completely different from my experiences with 30 mg IM and another with vaporization."
And psood0nym's insightful response:
"I’m always fascinated by symbols during trips that are consistent over time and experience because their consistency implies deeper psychological representation. Your mind settled on geometric faces traveling in circles (did they form a ring around you (like a trap) or around arbitrary points in space?) whose luminescent mouths open in time to increasing ego dissolution. It’s unfortunate that such a beautiful vision was so unpleasant, but I can see how it could be threatening. I imagine the opening mouths could seem like a disembodied entity that’s predatorily consuming your sense of self and reality for its own “illuma-nutritive” sustenance. Mmmm… souls."