i was hedonistic for a while, except now pleasure feels an empty pursuit - not bringing any deeper sense of purpose, fulfilment.
Does it have to bring a deeper sense of purpose tho? Isn't the euphoria and laughter enough? I'm not quite sure where the idea that you have to get some deeper sense of purpose from psychedelics actually came from. It sounds like Leary or someone trying to make them sound like a religion in order to get the police off his back.
