OK, until last tuesday I hadn't taken any benzos for bout two months and did not have a dependency on them then (been years since I was RXed them and had a dependency). Well I got 1000mgs etizolam, 2x25mg bottles of flublam, and 1x100mg bottle of diclazepam (in case I get dependent and need to taper and I have another coming). Well I ended up in the hospital and figured it was the f-lam BUT THE FLAM WASN't in my system (etizolam- which oddly the hospital told me to take 3mgs of for pain as needed, don't quite get that (it literally says it in the discharge instructions). Now I think I spilled the majority of the etizolam (I woke up in 36 hours- I would think a 1000mgs would actually put a low dependent person out longer (and I'm on suboxone)).
Now the Flam and diclaz is what I have until my order comes (lesson learned: put away benzos other than what you plan on taking). Well, the Flam is strong but not so strong I can't take up to 1-1.25mgs throughout the day (375mcg doses max) but still there should be a build up. Do you think some vendors might be underdosing Flam? Also, it suddenly seemed like my tolerance started going down today (if someone had a huge binge could their tolerance go down while taking relatively normal doses?)
This time that etizolam is getting locked up after taking out the night's dose.
Now the Flam and diclaz is what I have until my order comes (lesson learned: put away benzos other than what you plan on taking). Well, the Flam is strong but not so strong I can't take up to 1-1.25mgs throughout the day (375mcg doses max) but still there should be a build up. Do you think some vendors might be underdosing Flam? Also, it suddenly seemed like my tolerance started going down today (if someone had a huge binge could their tolerance go down while taking relatively normal doses?)
This time that etizolam is getting locked up after taking out the night's dose.