Survival0200
Bluelighter
I wish benzos didn't exist. Too much stupid things done under their influence. >_<
Is there any particular drug that you wish you never started?
If you could quit drugs all together with ease and no comedown and withdrawrel and be tt clean, would you?
Also..what is your main reoccurring drug?
I will challenge you on the notion that regret is a natural human emotion.100% agree and I think that's a great attitude to have. I didn't know about that saying "maktub" so thanks for that. I think that this feeling that "maybe things could have been different" is at the root of the human struggle to accept reality, but once you can accept that they could not have been, it becomes a lot easier to accept and move past a lot of other difficult things such as grief, which I guess is essentially another form of regret, in a way, as well as grudges, resentment towards others and just any other things that stem from not being able to properly accept reality.
It's not possible to talk about this really without touching on free will a little, whether or not we have it, what that even means, because the obvious implication of this is that free will is somewhat illusory too. But it's not necessary to discount free will entirely here - maybe there are other alternate hypothetical worlds which blink out of existence one by one as humans make choices (or branch off into parallel but inaccessible alternate universes, depending what flavour of reality cake you prefer) - but the fact remains that the fact that you are where you are today is because this is how reality is, now, and those other hypothetical yous where you decided different things are not you. Maybe this all goes without saying... as I type that it seems like a self-evident truth, but again it seems to be a difficult thing for some people to accept, I don't think I'm personally capable of explaining it any better though if it's not obvious already.
I will say though obviously knowing this rationally and fully accepting it emotionally are 2 different things, and it can be a challenge to achieve the latter. Regret is a natural human emotion, and we also all need to take responsibility for our decisions, and for our mistakes, and knowing that probably we could not have acted any differently anyway doesn't absolve us of responsibility for our actions. In some sense to operate in this reality effectively requires holding a somewhat contradictory dichotomy in our heads - that we are responsible for the choices we make - and that (probably) we can only ever really decide one way. For example, it's probably not helpful to teach children that their lives are likely already written - and it can be harmful psychologically even for adults, as it can be used as an excuse to keep on making bad decisions, and completely reject any responsibility for one's actions. I'm not entirely clear what the solution to this is, as a species I think we're all still figuring that out.
ALCOHOL
That shit ruined every aspect of my life.
NO es mi droga, nunca más
Others however (Sertraline, Opioids) no. I never want to be without them. Me MUCHAS encanta![]()
Did you ever walk on sunshine?Personally I have not had problems with addiction before, nor have I spent money that I couldn't afford to spend.
But the one drug I regret taking is air duster, I said some things that I cant take back while on air duster. Although I was in a bad place at the time and the duster isn't to blame for my actions I dont believe I would have driven as big of a rift between me and my only friend group if I hadn't taken air duster.
Also its neuro toxic af.
Idk what you mean by walk on sunshine but if your referring to the experiences I had on duster I'd have to say they were predominantly negative.Did you ever walk on sunshine?
ot: No
Kinda how I felt about IV meth after having used alot of crack prior (not right before).I also wish i never tried crack, because it was underwhelming
When it was fishscale quality & based with etherBruh that crack was garbage or you uad been doing amphetamines prior to the crack.
I would say IV meth was kinda underwhelming vs crack.
I'm not a stim person but I rank crack as the most intense rush of all drugs
Mmmm yes good crack is definitely euphoric and sometimes it’s hard for me to compare between that or good quality meth but the best part about the meth (( if it’s good quality from 10-20 years ago )) is that it lasts longer than 5-10 minutes. If crack could last half the day then fuck yeah hands down I’d probably give it to crack but meth is overall great for productivity if you’re not dosing too high and trying to start a fuck sesh with a woman who’s brave to handle your big dick for 5 to 10 hours and to the ones that have with me.. I salute every one of you ladies! Thank you for the good times and great memoriesWhen it was fishscale quality & based with ether
the euphoria was insurmountable
At my age there's a lot of things I can no longer do. Smoking meth is something I enjoy, so I do that almost daily. Makes life more interesting, plus, for me, it makes it easier to stay away from heroin. (Also, I no longer slam anything)..
Doing meth at 71. Fuckin respect to you sir!!
Good question!Is there any particular drug that you wish you never started?
If you could quit drugs all together with ease and no comedown and withdrawrel and be tt clean, would you?
Also..what is your main reoccurring drug?